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If I Only Knew
- Narrated by: Sophie Eastlake, Shane East
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
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Available in audio first, a magnificent new stand-alone romance from New York Times best-selling author Corinne Michaels!
My life was perfect - until a shocking tragedy pulled the rug out from underneath me.
My children were left without a father. I was without a husband and a provider. Instead of wallowing in my grief, I buried myself in my work at Dovetail Enterprises. Landing the promotion as the CEO’s right hand was exactly what I needed.
Getting saddled with Milo Huxley as an assistant is exactly the opposite.
I can’t stand him.
He’s arrogant, irresponsible, and out for my job. As if that’s not bad enough, he has to be devastatingly sexy, and have a posh English accent that makes me squirm on top of it all. I’ve had enough unpredictability for one lifetime, thank you.
But soon enough, we’re fighting less and laughing more. He’s there for me when no one else is. And those good looks aren’t the only panty-dropping thing about him.
If I only knew what to do about it....
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- Macy GF
- 2022-08-01
Love this series
What made the experience of listening the most enjoyable?
The story was amazing and the love, I was in love with the characters and the story from the beginning.
What did you like best about this story?
The way the story evolved
Which scene was your favorite?
My favorite scene was when she arrived in England to be with him.
The love that she got to have the second time around.
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- Laura Taylor
- 2022-12-30
Huge Fan
I like that each book flows into the next. Corinne manages to still keep you addicted by giving each book completely different stories. I have to say I wasn’t a huge fan with switching the main characters voice but I get it as things need to be different.
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- Michelle Mc Larty
- 2022-03-02
Love this series
Thank you Corrine Michaels!
This book was a great end to the series, with this group of 4 friends! It made me laugh and Cry!!
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- Nicole Minerve
- 2020-05-02
Loved it!!!
Corinne Michaels the most amazing stories. Love how she adds real life hardships to her characters for their love to shine and endure. Definitely, a fan-girl.
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- Amazon Customer
- 2022-10-30
LOVED IT
I don't leave reviews but this one ....... I laughed , I cried , I yelled at my husband to shut up so I could finish listening. I loved it and will 100 % listen again . ❤️
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- Amazon Customer
- 2020-09-30
Great experience
If you like romance and a very vivid description of it you will like this book,which I did. Sorry, I forgot the story.
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- Anonymous User
- 2022-08-02
Great read
It was exactly what I was looking for, it has sweet romance, sexy scenes and overall kept me engaged. I really recommend it.
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- Nikki C
- 2022-03-06
Danielle and Milo are perfect for each other
Both of of them are perfect for each.
Danielle is so annoying. Her attitude really drove me crazy, and not in a good way.
Milo is conceded. His attitude made me want to drive him over and then back over him.
They started out this way and stayed there. I fast forward some of it as I could not stand their interaction.
I rather know about the scenes to do with Peter’s murder trial.
Narration was just ok. Not a fan of Sophie and still trying to get used to Shane.
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