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Over the Top

A Raw Journey to Self-Love

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Over the Top

Written by: Jonathan Van Ness
Narrated by: Jonathan Van Ness
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A laugh-and-cry-out-loud memoir from the beloved star of Netflix’s Queer Eye, Jonathan Van Ness, sharing never before told, deeply personal stories of growing up gay, transforming pain into positivity, and embracing what makes you gorgeously different.

Who gave Jonathan Van Ness permission to be the radiant human he is today? No one, honey.

The truth is, it hasn’t always been gorgeous for this beacon of positivity and joy.

Before he stole our hearts as the grooming and self-care expert on Netflix’s hit show Queer Eye, Jonathan was growing up in a small Midwestern town that didn’t understand why he was so . . . over the top. From choreographed carpet figure skating routines to the unavoidable fact that he was Just. So. Gay., Jonathan was an easy target and endured years of judgement, ridicule and trauma—yet none of it crushed his uniquely effervescent spirit.

Over the Top uncovers the pain and passion it took to end up becoming the model of self-love and acceptance that Jonathan is today. In this revelatory, raw, and rambunctious memoir, Jonathan shares never-before-told secrets and reveals sides of himself that the public has never seen. JVN fans may think they know the man behind the stiletto heels, the crop tops, and the iconic sayings, but there’s much more to him than meets the Queer Eye.

You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and you’ll come away knowing that no matter how broken or lost you may be, you’re a Kelly Clarkson song, you’re strong, and you’ve got this.

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This book had me laughing and crying the whole time. I can not describe the journey this book takes you on. JVN put it all out there and it was so raw and so beautiful. I would recommend to anyone!!

Raw and Beautiful

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I had respect for Jonathan before but after reading this book it’s only more amplified. He exposes his vulnerabilities and struggles in this book that most people in the LGBTQ+ community would never share publicly. He’s now in a relationship and married and seems to be really happy. I can’t speak for the entire LGBTQ+ community, but Jonathan really gave me hope for our future generations to embrace their personalities, interests, and values and still achieve success compared to some of us who have remained hidden from society for years.

Also, Jonathan narrates this book and makes it so much more personal. Full 5’s across the board. Love you JVN!

I love JVN

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Easy listen.
Hard stuff.
Inspiring and authentic.
A little heavy on the figure skating references haha.

Great audiobook as JVN reads it herself, would 100% recommend

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Love Jonathan and everything THEY stand for . I am so happy to live my life better and full of more love because of this inspiring biography!💝💕💝🦄💗🧡💙💛💝💕💗🧡💙💛

Super amazing and gorgeous :inside and out

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this was so hard to stop reading. also hilarious. also inspiring. highly recommend. 10/10 would read again

I love these guys' stories

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