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  • Love Is Pain

  • A Journal and Poetry About Love, Life, and Family with Bi-polar Type One and Depression (Journals of Love, Life, and Family with Bi-polar Type One, Book 1)
  • Written by: Gerald Deering
  • Narrated by: Eric Brown
  • Length: 3 hrs and 33 mins

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Love Is Pain

Written by: Gerald Deering
Narrated by: Eric Brown
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A little over a year of living with bipolar type one. I ended a year off of medications deeply in love and with a stay in jail for joy-riding and fleeing and eluding. My family suffered, my friends suffered, and I suffered. This is a journal starting after my stay in jail. I respond to the journal entries all the following year, surprised mostly by the degree of my mental illness. This is not a self-help audiobook, and I struggle most of the time, not really coming up with many good solutions to my issues. Nothing about the past couple years has been easy. From working on my family's farm, to falling in love. I have had to fight many demons, and I still struggle and continue to struggle.

©2022 Gerald Deering (P)2022 Gerald Deering

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