The longer I live the more beautiful and frightening I find John 3. In my opinion, it contains some of the most comforting and the most challenging statements in all of Christianity. When we listen to the teachings that Jesus shares with us, the bar is so high, and yet there is literally no bar. We must give up all, and yet no works are required.

We must abandon our worldly desires, our kinship and birthright, and yet we are saved by grace and born again in the Spirit with living waters. Nicodemus is rebuked for being a teacher of Israel but not understanding, and yet these verses clearly say it is beyond human capacity to understand the Spirit. We hear it, but we neither know its origin nor its destination.

Nicodemus came in the night to find understanding, walking out of the darkness and into the light. But at the very same time, he does not walk in knowing the Spirit. He asks how can that be? I think we all encounter Christ more clearly when we are in darkness. We see more clearly when we seek the light of Jesus not our own illumination. Our path is more clear when led by the light of the Spirit than when we turn on our own light and seek to understand each day.

To find the answer we must ask the question. To follow Jesus, we must assume we are lost. To be guided by the Spirit, we must listen quietly not speak. To live in grace, we must have faith not knowledge. To see the light, we must sit in darkness. To stand tall, we must kneel. To be rich, we must be a servant. To experience the love of God, we must give all to others.

But then, what do I know?

Heavenly Father, we pray that we may we be like Nicodemus and seek you. May our hearts be led by the Spirit. Allow us to be led by your light, not our own artificial light. Each day may we listen to the wind blow and answer Your call, Amen.

This devotional was written by Jill Pope and read by Susan Daves.

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