In this chapter, Notch finds himself in an intimate and reflective moment with Gabi, who presents him with a gift: a book of poetry by Francesco Petrarca, also known as Petrarch. The Gabi reads a sonnet in Italian, which deeply moves him, even though he doesn't understand the language. The sonnet speaks of love, desire, and inner conflict, resonating with Notch’s own feelings. He reads the English translation aloud, feeling a profound connection to the words and the emotions they convey. The chapter ends with the Notch and Gabi sharing a tender moment, as he contemplates the impact of the ancient poet's words on his soul.

Chapter 30: Then-Happiness is Hard to Take

In this emotionally charged episode, Notch wakes up disoriented and reflects on the strange turns his life has taken. As he lies in bed, he recalls a night over ten years ago when he was alone in the Continental, waiting to be shipped back to the States, and wondering about Gabriella. The chapter delves into his deep connection with Gabriella, who emerges from the shower and shares a tender moment with him. Their playful banter and intimate encounter reveal the complexities of their relationship, filled with love, desire, and a shared painful past. The Notch's memories of their time together, the challenges they faced, and the bond they share are vividly portrayed, making this episode a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the search for happiness.

In this thrilling episode, we follow the journey of Notch as he navigates the complexities of his past and present. After killing Ashby, he decided he needs a vacation and this leads him to explore New Orleans, leading him to a series of unexpected events. From a creepy nighttime walk to a strip club, to an encounter with a mesmerizing dancer named Pocahontas Blue, the protagonist's night takes a turn he never anticipated. The dancer, who turns out to be his foster sister Gabriella, brings back a flood of memories and emotions. As they reconnect, Notch is faced with the realization that he might have to kill her to protect his secrets. Tune in to hear the full story of this suspenseful, emotional and erotic reunion.