Cuddle up for this rabbit hole!

Across millennia, cultures have told stories of radiant rebels who dared to challenge the gods and awaken humanity. In this episode, we unravel the true origins of Lucifer—not the horned devil of later tradition, but the ancient “Shining One” of Isaiah—and trace how this morning star was slowly transformed into Christianity’s ultimate adversary. Then we journey into the Greek world to meet Prometheus, the Titan who stole fire for humankind and suffered eternal punishment for his defiance. Drawing from original sources, Gnostic symbolism, and the evolution of Christian theology, we explore how these two figures became mirrors of the same cosmic archetype: the Light-Bringer who risks everything to uplift humanity. This is the story of forbidden knowledge, fallen stars, and the mythic rebels who shaped our spiritual imagination.

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Time for some juicy hot takes-

Did you know the Third Reich believed that Jesus was a symbol of the Aryan warrior?

Did you know the Nazi party was searching endlessly for the Holy Grail?

Did you know Hitler suffered from Kallman Syndrome and had a micropenis- and this may have played a huge part in his need to be seen as a powerful and formidable man?

Come with me down a rabbit hole of bizarre and dare I say idiotic male power dynamics and beliefs.

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Time to make yourself a hot cup of tea and curl up for story time!

From Shennong’s divine vision to Bodhidharma’s eyelids becoming the first tea plants, tea has always been a gateway between realms.
In this expansive episode, we trace tea’s evolution from green herbal medicine to the creation of Oolong through accidental alchemy, from ancient trade routes and tea brick currency to the colonial obsessions that sparked revolutions and wars.
We breathe life into the myths of Guanyin, dragon wells, mountain spirits, and the Tea Immortals, while exploring tea’s role as healer, oracle, offering, and empire-builder.
A lush, myth-soaked journey into the leaf that changed human consciousness.

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From the corners of ancient temples to the shadows of our subconscious, the spider has always been more than a creature — she’s a weaver of worlds, a keeper of fate, and a mirror of the human soul.

In this episode, we trace the spider’s silk through myth, medicine, and magic: from Anansi’s clever web of wisdom, to Spider Woman’s cosmic loom, Arachne’s defiant artistry, Jorōgumo’s silk seductions, and the Andean Grandmother Weaver who spun the constellations into cloth.

We’ll explore how spider venom was once seen as both poison and panacea, how her silk inspired early healers and modern science alike, and how the fear of spiders reveals our deepest unease with the feminine, the shadow, and the power to create and destroy.

This is an episode about the threads that connect all things — the medicine hidden in what we fear, and the reminder that we, too, are the weavers of our own destinies.

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Across Egypt, Tibet, and West Africa, humanity has written maps for the soul’s final journey.
In this episode, we open the Egyptian Book of the Dead, the Tibetan Bardo Thödol, and the Yoruba Ifá verses of Òrun, tracing how three civilizations envisioned death—not as an ending, but as transformation.
Make yourself a cup of tea and prepare! We will cover the journey of the soul after death! And contemplate the nature of reality itself.
This is a journey through sacred manuals of remembrance, morality, and awakening—where every culture seems to believe in the same truth: death is the continuation of consciousness.

It is spooky season you bitch! Come with me on a journey into the world of animal familiars. Throughout the entire ancient world, animals were seen as powerful entities. They were often seen as talismen or even portals between realms.

How interesting that at one point in time, seemingly all of humanity communed with animal spirits. They would even merge their consciousnesses together.

Sadly, through time and colonization, these beliefs and abilities have retreated into the shadows. But the legacy and the possibility of communing with the animal world still remains.

It's time to make a cup of tea and buckle up while pepper gets passionate about the natural world.

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From the androgynous wisdom of Obatalá in Yoruba tradition, to Ardhanarishvara, the half-Shiva half-Shakti form of divine wholeness in Hinduism…
From the Holy Hermaphrodite of Greek myth and alchemy, to the gender-shifting priests of Inanna and the Galli of Cybele…
From the revered Hijra of South Asia, the Māhū of Polynesia, the Babaylan of the Philippines, to the Two-Spirit people of Native nations…

Across cultures and millennia, non-binary and trans people were not only accepted — they were honored as healers, mediators, and keepers of sacred knowledge. They embodied the liminal, walking between worlds, bridging masculine and feminine, human and divine.

Yet, with the rise of colonialism and organized religion, these sacred roles were targeted, suppressed, and criminalized. Ancient reverence was replaced by fear, persecution, and erasure.

This episode uncovers the forgotten legacy of non-binary and trans divinity — and asks what it means to remember, reclaim, and reimagine these truths today.

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From the palm trees of Mesopotamia to the sacred Ceiba of the Maya, from Odin’s sacrifice on Yggdrasil to the seeds carried by Sky Woman, nearly every culture has told of a Tree of Life. In this episode, we journey across time and tradition, exploring how trees became the bridges between earth and sky, life and death, gods and humans. These myths are more than stories — they’re living reminders of our roots, our spirit, and our bond with the natural world.

I keep singing "you gave me the tree of life, tree of life" (to the tune of kiss of life by Sade ❤︎

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