Épisodes

  • Kassie’s Story: Stillbirth Complex PTSD and the Fight to Heal
    Dec 16 2025

    Trigger Warning for pregnancy loss stillbirth miscarriage trauma and postpartum mental health


    Today’s episode of For The Hayters shares Kassie’s powerful story of losing her daughter Sutton at 21 weeks. Kassie walked into her routine anatomy scan expecting the same relief she felt with her first pregnancy. Instead she heard the words every parent fears. There is no heartbeat.

    Kassie opens up about feeling something was wrong the week before her appointment the shock of delivering her daughter the panic attacks that took over her life the intrusive thoughts that followed and the EMDR therapy that helped her finally breathe again. She also shares what helped her heal the importance of community and why remembering these babies matters.


    There is so much courage in this conversation and so much hope for anyone walking through loss today.

    To connect with this week’s guest you can reach out to her through: @kassiejbanks on Instagram


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    988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988lifeline.org Call or text 988

    Postpartum Support International postpartum.net

    Share Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support nationallyshare.org

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    1 h et 9 min
  • Life with IQSEC2 A Mother’s Story of Caregiving Grief and Hope
    Dec 8 2025

    Trigger Warning This episode discusses medical trauma chronic sorrow seizure activity and the emotional realities of caring for a medically complex child. Please take care while listening.


    Today’s episode of For The Hayters shares Misty’s story of raising her seven year old son, Jackson, who lives with IQSEC2, a rare and severely debilitating genetic disorder. Misty opens up about the shock of a normal pregnancy, the sudden onset of seizures, the search for answers, and the moment she learned that her child’s diagnosis had no clear roadmap or cure.


    She talks about the weight of being a full time caregiver, the grief of milestones that may never come, navigating a medical system that often makes survival feel like a fight, and the deeper purpose she has found in advocating for other families of medically complex kids.


    This episode is a look into a kind of motherhood many people never see. The love. The fear. The strength. The chronic sorrow. And the small moments of joy that make everything worth it.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach her at: mistyroberts621@outlook.com


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    IQSEC2 Research Foundation iqsec2.org

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    53 min
  • Sonia’s Story: PCOS Infertility and the Fight to Be Heard
    Dec 1 2025

    Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infertility medical dismissal and emotional health struggles. Please take care while listening.


    Today’s episode of For The Hayters shares Sonia’s powerful story of navigating PCOS infertility and years of medical dismissal. After missing periods for months at a time sudden unexplained weight gain and countless negative pregnancy tests she knew something was wrong. But every doctor told her she was fine.


    Sonia opens up about the emotional toll of being dismissed again and again the cultural pressure around women’s health and the moment she finally found answers while working inside a fertility clinic. She talks about PCOS symptoms insulin resistance low ovarian reserve and how finding the right doctor changed everything.


    This is a story about trusting your body fighting for answers and refusing to shrink yourself to make others comfortable.


    To connect with this week’s guest you can reach her through: @soniajgx0 on Instagram


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    If you or someone you know needs support please visit

    National Eating Disorders Association nationaleatingdisorders.org

    988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988lifeline.org

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    51 min
  • You Were Never the Problem | Katie’s Story of Family Estrangement and Emotional Abuse
    Nov 24 2025

    Today’s episode of For The Hayters shares Katie’s powerful story of growing up in a home filled with emotional abuse, scapegoating, and toxic family dynamics. For years, she believed she was the problem. She believed she was unlovable. She believed something was wrong with her.


    After a lifetime of manipulation, guilt, and feeling invisible, Katie made the hardest choice she has ever made. She walked away from her parents and siblings to reclaim her peace and rebuild her life.


    In this episode, Katie opens up about the shame, fear, and isolation that come with going no contact and the healing work that finally helped her see the truth. This is a story about survival, self worth, and the courage it takes to break a cycle that should never have existed.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach her through: @sollessrelaxation on Instagram

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    1 h et 1 min
  • Crystal’s Story Part 2: Losing My Husband in Afghanistan & Learning to Live Again
    Nov 17 2025

    Trigger Warning: This episode discusses grief, military loss, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Please listen with care and step away if you need to protect your peace.


    In Part 2 of Crystal’s story, she reads letters her late husband Jake wrote from boot camp, recounts the day she received the knock at the door every military wife fears, and opens up about the long journey of healing that followed.


    Through pain, therapy, and years of self-work, Crystal found her way back to purpose — and to herself.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach out to her through: @crystaltdoestherapy


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    If you or someone you know needs support, please visit:

    TAPS (Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors): www.taps.org | 800-959-TAPS (8277)

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988lifeline.org | Call or text 988

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    1 h
  • Losing My Husband in Afghanistan at 19 | Finding Purpose Through Grief (Part 1)
    Nov 10 2025

    Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussion of childhood trauma, addiction, sexual abuse, and grief related to military loss. Please take care while listening and skip this episode if you need to protect your own peace.


    At just 19, Crystal’s world shattered when her husband Jake — her high school sweetheart and best friend — was killed in Afghanistan. In this two-part episode, she opens up about their love story, the pain of loss, and how she found purpose through helping others heal.


    This story is about heartbreak, strength, and the power of love that never leaves.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach out to her through: [insert guest handle]


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    If you or someone you know needs support, please visit:

    TAPS (Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors): www.taps.org | 800-959-TAPS (8277)

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988lifeline.org | Call or text 988

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    50 min
  • When a Mother’s Gut Saves Her Child: Jordan’s Story of Infantile Spasms
    Nov 3 2025

    TW: Medical trauma, hospitalization of a child, discussion of seizures

    Today’s episode of For The Hayters shares Jordan’s powerful story of parenting a medically complex child. Her daughter, Reagan, was diagnosed with infantile spasms — a rare and serious form of epilepsy — at just nine months old.


    Jordan opens up about the first signs she noticed, the overwhelming journey through hospital stays, steroid treatments, insurance battles, therapy, and the emotional toll of caring for her child while her husband travels for work.


    This is a story about motherhood, intuition, and never giving up — even when every step feels impossible.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach out to her through: @jordanpashon2012 on Instagram


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    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988lifeline.org | Call or text 988

    Child Neurology Foundation: childneurologyfoundation.org


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    50 min
  • Miscarriage IVF and Motherhood Through a Pandemic | Shaheena’s Story
    Oct 27 2025

    Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussions about miscarriage, infertility, pregnancy loss, and fertility treatments which may be difficult for some listeners.


    In this episode of For The Hayters, Shaheena shares her powerful story of navigating multiple miscarriages, years of infertility, and two pregnancies during the height of COVID.


    Her journey through grief, IVF, and motherhood is a reminder that even in our most painful chapters, hope and healing can coexist.


    To connect with this week’s guest, you can reach out to her through: @iamshaheena


    Don’t forget to subscribe, like, and share to help us continue bringing these stories to light.


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    If you or someone you know needs support, please visit:

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988lifeline.org | Call or text 988

    Postpartum Support International: postpartum.net

    Resolve: The National Infertility Association: resolve.org

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    1 h