In this seventh episode of the Martfotai podcast series, we step into the shadow - the traits you reject, the parts of you that went underground to stay accepted.

This episode reveals how judgment is not clarity but camouflage. We explore projection, the formation of the false self, and the inner war that plays out when you disown parts of your being.

Through Gurdjieff’s lens of fragmentation and the many ‘I’s, we uncover how reactions to others often point to something unresolved within. You’ll learn how to meet judgment without collapse, how to reclaim exiledtraits without becoming them, and how true freedom begins when you stop outsourcing your shadow.

This is not self-help. It’s contact. Clarity. The end of resistance.

If you’ve ever felt provoked by someone else’s behaviour, this episode will show you why. And how to see through it.

Visit ⁠martfotai.com⁠ to access guided practices, reflections, and tools for real presence.

What you refuse to see will keep showing up. Until you stop turning away.

In this sixth episode of the Martfotai podcast series, weenter one of the most confronting turns on the path, the moment when what you thought was real begins to dissolve. A relationship. A reflection. A part of yourself. What once felt solid vanishes, and in its place, silence.

This episode explores the layered experience of illusionbreaking, when you are projected upon, mischaracterized, or quietly erased, and what it reveals about your own inner structure. We examine how false identities form in response to being seen through someone else’s lens, and how griefarises not only for the person lost, but for the part of you that once needed to be seen by them.

Drawing on Gurdjieff’s Fifth Being-Striving and the law ofHarnel-Miaznel, we uncover how the blending of higher and lower forces creates a middle ground of true transformation. You’ll hear how to take the lower seat without collapse, how to hold accusation without reaction, and how letting go is not an act of passivity, but the precise moment where real presence is born.

Through direct insight, spiritual principle, and livedexperience, this episode invites you to stop defending the false self, stop rehearsing the past, and begin the quiet Work of unbinding from illusion.

If you've ever been exiled from someone’s story, misread byprojection, or found yourself grieving not just a connection, but the version of yourself that lived inside it, this episode will meet you where clarity begins.

Ready to stop feeding what no longer serves and become thepresence that remains?

Visit martfotai.com to join the mailing list, access guided practices, and receive tools for stillness, seeing, and real freedom.

Because what you see clearly… no longer owns you.
And what you stop feeding… finally falls away.

In this fifth episode of the Martfotai podcast series, we turn toward the quiet narratives that shape our identity—not the thoughts we think once, but the stories we return to again and again. These stories, built from memory and emotion, become our inner script. And without noticing, we begin to live inside them.

This episode reveals the subtle distinction between remembering and re-living. Through grounded insight and lived metaphor, we explore how the past becomes a lens, how identity can harden around old wounds, and how presence begins when we stop rehearsing who we’ve been.

You’ll hear how the world reflects your unfinished narratives back to you, why being seen through someone else’s old memory can feel like a prison, and how to gently return to the part of you that is always new. We introduce practical tools for loosening the old script, dissolving emotional charge, and beginning again, not by erasing the past, but by releasing your identification with it.

If you’ve ever been trapped in a role, misread by someone from your past, or defined by a story you no longer believe, this episode offers clarity, freedom, and a return to the self beneath the narrative.

Ready to stop living from memory and start living from presence?
Visit ⁠martfotai.com⁠ and register your email to receive guided practices, live session invitations, and new tools for inner transformation.
Because the story isn’t who you are.
And presence is where the truth begins.