He was born the year World War II ended — a child of a rebuilding Britain and a generation learning to survive. Alfred Calvert Gerrity grew up in a nation of rationing, discipline, and pride. But decades later, after a broken marriage and a life filled with regret, he found himself in the Saudi desert… holding a Bible that would change everything.

In this deeply moving Soul episode, Alfred shares how his selfishness, failure, and guilt became the very ground where God rebuilt his life. From the collapse of his marriage to the quiet of the wilderness, his story reminds us that it’s never too late for redemption, and no distance is too far for grace to find you.If you’ve ever wrestled with regret, guilt, or the haunting weight of your past — this conversation will open your eyes to the mercy that still waits in the desert.

⏱️ CHAPTERS00:00 – Born as WWII ends & life under rationing06:00 – Empire, Israel, and prophecy: a bigger story41:30 – “I married out of deceit” — the choice that broke us49:00 – Divorce, guilt, and the paralysis of regret54:00 – A gift Bible and a job in Saudi Arabia58:00 – “Taste and see” — the decision to test God1:00:00 – Psalm 4 & the jukebox: false gods revealed1:06:00 – The knock on the door: surrendering the last idol1:10:30 – What true character and conviction mean in a man1:20:00 – Advice to my 15-year-old self & choosing solid friends

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I was a mega womaniser. I never had one girlfriend — I had many. Now I’m a pastor... and I still don’t trust myself.”In this brutally honest conversation, Benoit Bobgam-Moussy — born in Martinique, raised in Cameroon, and now living in the UK — shares how God transformed his life from lust and chaos to love and purpose.We talk about identity, discipline, fatherhood, and why true freedom comes only with boundaries.This episode isn’t about perfection — it’s about surrender.If you’ve ever battled temptation, identity, or shame, this story will open your eyes to grace in a whole new way.

⏱️ CHAPTERS

00:00 - Struggles with Identity and Belonging

02:22 - Benoit's Journey: From Martinique to England

06:08 - Cultural Transitions and Identity Crisis

12:05 - The Role of Faith in Identity

18:37 - The Search for Meaning and Purpose

25:59 - Navigating Life's Challenges and Mentorship

32:45 - The Importance of Self-Management and Time Respect

38:12 - Reflections on Youth and Mentorship

44:32 - Marriage and Personal Growth

52:11 - The Role of God in Personal Transformation

01:00:21 - Legacy and the Future

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“Doctors were on strike—my father died.”At 14, that tragedy pushed Dr. Ife to medicine. Decades later, he became a consultant psychiatrist, earned a PhD at King’s, and now serves as CEO of NHS Oxleas—after battling discrimination, self-doubt, and doors slammed with, “We won’t employ people like you.”⏱️ CHAPTERS00:00 – The Night My Father Died During a Doctors’ Strike05:00 – Boarding School at 9: Discipline, Labour & Lost Childhood10:00 – A Strict Father, Family Name & Pressure to Succeed15:00 – Depression at 14 & My Mother’s Sacrifice to Survive20:00 – Why His Death Pushed Me Into Medicine25:00 – Discrimination in the UK: “We Won’t Employ People Like You”30:00 – The Case That Changed My Career: Not Schizophrenia35:00 – Rising to NHS CEO: Faith, Resilience & No Gossip Leadership40:00 – Faith vs. Laziness: Why Christians Must Do More Than Pray45:00 – Mad or Bad? Murder, Mental Illness & the Courtroom🔔 Subscribe and turn on notifications for more real stories of courage, conviction and calling.🎧 Available on YouTube & everywhere you get your podcasts.#ProjectAlpha #NHS #MentalHealth #Psychiatry #Leadership #FaithAndWork #MedicalEthics