• 19 - Experiencing Abba’s love in Everything, Everywhere and all at Once
    Nov 17 2025

    ​​In this deeply reflective episode, Murray and Tricia explore how to experience the Father’s love in every part of life—through both the highs and the lows. Building on their recent conversations about rest and intimacy with God, Murray introduces the theme of letting go of performance and truly entering the “Abba space” of peace and presence.

    Murray & Tricia walk listeners through six steps of the Examen, a simple yet powerful practice for recognizing God’s presence in daily life. Together, they share honest stories of gratitude, struggle, and divine encouragement—showing how even difficult moments can become places of healing when seen through the Father’s eyes.

    With personal reflections, real-life examples, and guided questions, this episode invites you to slow down, listen for God’s voice, and discover how Abba’s love can be found everywhere, in everything, all at once.

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    30 min
  • 18 - Staying with the Experience of the Father’s Love: Murray Learning to Encounter Abba Daily
    Nov 10 2025

    In this episode, Murray and Tricia dive deeper into what it means to stay in the experience of the Father’s love—moving from a single encounter to a daily relationship with Abba. Murray invites listeners to reflect on how divine encounters shape their spiritual journey and shares practical ways to deepen that connection.

    Tricia recounts her transformative experience in 1988 at a Toronto church, where she first encountered the tangible presence of God in a life-changing way. This powerful moment ignited a lifelong pursuit of intimacy with the Father. Together, Murray and Tricia explore how experiencing God’s love inspires a natural desire to live rightly—not out of obligation, but out of love.

    They also share practical ways to stay connected with God all day. Murray closes with an activation inspired by Psalm 139, inviting listeners to look into a mirror and speak God’s truth over themselves—learning to see through the Father’s loving eyes.

    This episode is an invitation to not just remember divine moments, but to remain in them—encountering the Father’s love anew, every day.


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    27 min
  • 17 Learning to Have Conversations with our Heavenly Father - Bringing Heaven Down Instead of dragging earth up
    Nov 3 2025

    In this episode, Murray and Tricia continue their conversation about encountering God as Father. Murray opens by recapping the last two episodes, where both share their healing journeys with their earthly fathers and their experiences of meeting the love of their Heavenly Father.

    Murray then asks Tricia how she learned to speak with God as Father—an ability that helped her walk through deep healing with her earthly dad. Tricia shares a powerful story of encountering God, including a personal sign she asked for (and received!) that confirmed she had been hearing His voice all along. This led to a life-changing encounter with Jesus that transformed her relationship with the Father forever.

    Murray and Tricia also talk about pursuing God with intentionality and how it often leads to divine encounters—pointing to biblical examples like Solomon and the transfiguration of Jesus. Tricia shares what her time with God looks like now—playing worship music throughout the day, starting and ending each day in conversation with the Father, and seeking fresh revelation through Scripture.

    Together, they discuss practical ways to invite God into daily life, including Tricia’s nightly routine of asking Jesus to speak through her dreams and Murray’s suggestion to pause and reflect before fully waking up to remember dreams and encounters. They even dive into scripture about nighttime guidance, Psalm 16:7 and 42:8.


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    22 min
  • 16 – The Power of Accepting the Father: Developing Steps into the Resting Place
    Oct 27 2025

    In this heartfelt episode, Murray and Tricia talk about what it really means to see God as a loving Father—not as a distant judge or master. Together, they explore how our hearts need healing to fully receive His love, especially when our experiences with earthly fathers have been marked by distance or pain.

    Tricia shares her personal journey of discovering God as her Father. Growing up in a home where affection was scarce and the phrase “children should be seen and not heard” was common, she didn’t realize how deeply those early experiences had shaped her view of God until years later. Everything began to change during a powerful encounter with God in 1988 at the Toronto Blessing Church, where she began to experience the Father’s love in a whole new way.

    Through inner healing sessions using John Sanford’s materials and deep encounters with God’s presence, Tricia found freedom and restoration. She also shares how God helped her love her earthly father in a supernatural way—leading to a beautiful story of perseverance, forgiveness, and reconciliation that ended with her father’s final words: “I love you.”

    Murray and Tricia reflect on how healing can sometimes feel like we’re going backward—but in truth, it’s God making room in our hearts for a deeper revelation of His love. They also highlight resources like Jack Frost and Peter Jackson’s teachings on the Father’s heart for those who want to go deeper in their own journey.

    How was Tricia able to walk out such deep healing and love? Stay tuned—her answer unfolds in the next episode.


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    25 min
  • 15 – Encountering Abba - The Change It Brings
    Oct 20 2025

    In this episode, Tricia and Murray explore what happens when we truly encounter God as Father. Building on last week’s conversation about rest, they unpack how one of the deepest forms of rest comes from knowing God not as a distant deity—but as Abba.

    Drawing from Hebrews 12:22–24, Galatians 4:6, and Romans 8:15–16, they contrast the Old Testament view of God as Father with the New Covenant revelation of intimacy and adoption. Murray shares a powerful personal story from his YWAM days—his first time hearing God’s voice—and how that encounter reshaped his understanding of who the Father really is.

    Come listen as we talk about the Spirit of Sonship, the love that drives out fear, and the transformation that comes when we live as beloved sons and daughters of Abba.


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    33 min
  • 14 - Experiencing God’s Father Heart, Letting Abba Love You
    Oct 13 2025

    In this episode, Tricia and Murray open up a heartfelt conversation about what it means to truly experience the love of our Heavenly Father. Building on their last episode about rest, they explore how our earthly experiences with fathers can deeply influence the way we relate to God as Father.

    Murray shares about cultural paradigms and the power of shifting our perspectives—including a memorable story from their visit to a monastery—while Tricia reflects on how inner healing helps us receive the unconditional love of Abba.

    This gentle, hope-filled episode invites you to let go of old filters and experience God’s Father heart in a fresh, life-changing way.


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    31 min
  • 13 – Rest as Paying Attention: Learning to Observe Your Inner World
    Oct 6 2025

    In a world that constantly pulls our attention outward—toward noise, danger, and demands—many of us live in a state of constant overwhelm. True rest feels out of reach. But what if rest isn’t something you find by escaping the world… but by learning to pay attention to what’s happening inside?

    In this episode, Tricia and Murray unpack the spiritual discipline of rest as attention—learning to observe your inner world rather than reacting to the chaos around you. Using Psalm 91 as a foundation (“He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty”), they explore how dwelling and abiding in God’s presence becomes a weapon against fear, anxiety, and distraction.

    You’ll hear:

    • How focusing on the external world fuels anxiety and fear

    • What it means to dwell and abide in the presence of God

    • Why rest is not weakness but spiritual strength

    • Insights from Saint Isaac on stillness and the art of interior attention

    • Tricia’s personal story about learning to tune out external noise and find peace

    • Murray’s story of encountering rest through paying attention inwardly

    With practical steps for cultivating rest—like silent thankfulness, journaling, and Sabbath moments throughout the day—this episode invites you to discover that true rest isn’t about withdrawal; it’s about abiding in the shelter of the Almighty.


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    33 min
  • 12 - Praying for Erika Kirk & Coming to Rest
    Sep 29 2025

    In this heartfelt episode, Tricia and Murray share reflections and prayer following the tragic murder of Charlie Kirk—a bold Christian voice and defender of the faith. Together, they discuss the weight many spiritually sensitive people are feeling in this moment, and how to bring those burdens into prayer and rest.

    You’ll hear:

    • Reflections on Charlie’s life, boldness, and faith.

    • A vision of Charlie in heaven, filled with hope and encouragement.

    • How discernment and burden-bearing are meant to lead us into intercession, not despair.

    • The power of comforting God’s heart and standing with Erika Kirk in forgiveness and faith.

    • Practical steps for entering God’s rest, even in seasons of grief and shaking.

    Join us as we turn our hearts to prayer, lift up Erika and the Kirk family, and step into the peace that only Jesus can give.


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    33 min