The Gospel According to LADY BAH

Episode 8: The Ones Who Never Said Sorry

For a long time, I thought healing couldn’t happen until they said sorry. Until they admitted the silence, the betrayal, the abandonment. Until they gave me the words I thought I needed.

But I’ve learned the truth: healing doesn’t wait for an apology. It doesn’t need permission. It blooms anyway.

Inside this episode:

Waiting for Sorry That Never Comes :the heartbreak of rehearsed apologies and unspoken words

Choosing Joy Anyway: reclaiming life, even when no one makes it right.

Letting Go of the Unspoken: why forgiveness is for you, not for them.

Guided Affirmations: healing mantras for freedom without closure.

This episode is for anyone who has been hurt, abandoned, or betrayed and who is still waiting for words that may never come. It’s a reminder that your freedom, your joy, and your wholeness do not belong in anyone else’s hands.

“My healing is not a courtroom. It’s a garden.”

The Gospel According to LADY BAH

Episode 7: Before Music Arrives

Some stories are told after they happen. This one is sacred even in the becoming.

In this intimate episode, I open my heart about the journey of calling our daughter Muzik into existence before her heartbeat ever touches the earth. From IVF as ritual and prayer, to the soul contract that bound us long before time, I share the faith, the waiting, and the whispers of motherhood that arrive before the child.

Inside this episode:

Calling Her In: the spiritual pull of a child’s soul before conception

Preparing the Soil: IVF as more than science, but sacred ground of faith

Soul Contracts: how Muzik chose us and the lineage she carries

Guided Affirmations: words for those awaiting life, love, and divine timing

This episode is for anyone waiting, hoping, or preparing for a promise they can’t yet hold, a reminder that belief itself is holy, and love can be planted long before it blooms.

Even before she touches the earth, she is already moving mountains inside us.

In this tender, soul-baring episode, Lady BAH invites listeners into the sacred space of her marriage. Through vivid storytelling and quiet musical moments, she shares how loving Monique became a journey of self-discovery: a relationship that reflects her wholeness, exposes hidden fears, and calls her to grow. From Sunday-morning ease to the refining fire of real partnership, this episode is a meditation on what it means to be truly seen.

What You’ll Hear

Meeting the Mirror: How meeting Monique revealed hidden parts of herself and ignited unexpected healing.

Soul Contracts & Sacred Becoming: Lady BAH’s belief that their connection was written long before this lifetime and how they choose each other every day.

Affirmations from the Episode

“I am worthy of love that sees me.”

“I release the fear of being fully known.”

“True love refines me without erasing me.”

“I am a mirror and a light.”

“I choose love even when it asks me to grow.”

Takeaway

Love is not about finding someone to complete you, it’s about standing face-to-face with a mirror that shows your true self, and choosing, again and again, to keep dancing.

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What happens when the very people you invite to build with you become the ones who betray you? In this episode, I open the story of The Writing Table, why I created it, how it was poisoned, and the hard lessons I had to learn when loyalty wasn’t returned.

This isn’t just about music or business. It’s about what happens when you try to create something sacred in a city that thrives on gatekeeping, lies, and control. It’s about betrayal, yes but also about vindication. Because even after the poison, the table still stands.

Key Themes:

Why I built BAH Lyric: a safe table for creativity when the city gave me no space.

The betrayal: secrets, lies, and manipulation that turned friends into enemies.

The cost: money stolen, time wasted, and my name dragged.

The lesson: I don’t need them to validate me, my truth is my vindication.

The rise: what they meant to destroy only made me stronger.

Affirmations from This Episode

My Truth needs no permission to exist.

I do not feel the stories others tell about me.

The record of my soul is held in Divine hands.

I release what was stolen. I reclaim what cannot be taken, my gift.

I do not fear my own truth.

I speak. I heal. I build. I rise.

Why This Matters

The Writing Table was never about clout or ego. It was about creating a space where art could breathe. When it collapsed, I thought I lost everything. But I gained something greater: clarity. I now know how to set new tables with clean hands, clear contracts, and unshakable boundaries.

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Closing Note

This episode is for anyone who has been betrayed by people they called family. For anyone who has carried secrets that weren’t theirs to carry. For anyone who has been lied on, called crazy, or erased.

Let the record reflect: you are not the villain. You are the witness. And you will rise.

In this episode, I step into one of the hardest truths I’ve had to face in my journey: the music scene in my own city, Kansas City. This is not about bitterness. This is not about cancel culture. It’s about telling the truth of what so many of us have lived but been too afraid to say out loud.

For nearly two decades, I’ve invested money, time, and trust into studios, engineers, and producers, only to find the same pattern repeating: broken promises, lost money, arrogance, and gatekeeping. I share my own story with “Joe” not to drag him down, but to shine a light on the way business gets done in KC. Because if nobody tells the truth, the next generation will suffer the same cycles we did.

But this conversation goes beyond one name. It’s about the system. It’s about the way artists are treated when they don’t fit in the clique, when they sound different, when they dare to demand respect for their art.

This episode is my record, my reflection, my stand.

• The truth about KC’s broken music business practices.
• My personal story of betrayal and being labeled “crazy” for telling the truth.
• Why gatekeeping hurts artists and holds back the city’s growth.
• How deposits, contracts, deadlines, and professionalism can change everything.
• Why artists deserve respect regardless of style, sound, or popularity.

• My truth needs no permission to exist.
• I do not fear the stories others tell about me.
• The record of my soul is held in Divine hands.
• I release what was stolen. I reclaim what cannot be taken: my gift.
• I do not fear my own truth.
• I speak. I heal. I build. I rise.

This episode is not just for me. It’s for every artist who has ever been taken advantage of, disrespected, or told to be quiet. It’s for every dreamer who has poured survival money into their art and been left empty-handed.

I’m not here to destroy, I’m here to rebuild. To remind us that truth is the only foundation worth building on.

If you’ve ever been through something similar, I want to hear your story. Share this episode with someone who needs to know they are not alone.

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🐞 The Gospel According to LADY BAH

Have you ever felt like the very place that was supposed to hold you, broke you?

In this episode, I open my heart about the wounds I carry from the church. This isn’t about destroying faith, it’s about reclaiming the God they tried to take from me.

I share what it felt like to sing for applause instead of healing, how fear disguised itself as belonging, and how I found God again outside the walls of religion.

This conversation is for anyone who:

• Grew up in church but feels betrayed by it
• Struggles with guilt, shame, or fear in the name of God
• Wants to reclaim their faith, their voice, and their freedom

💡 Affirmations inside this episode:

• I release the God of fear they gave me.
• I reclaim the God of love who never left me.
• My faith was never theirs to own.
• My voice belongs to God, not to men.
• I walk in holy freedom.

By the end, you’ll understand: the betrayal was never God. God is not the chains. God is the key.

🌿 Listen now if you’re ready to release fear and return to love.

🔑 Episode Highlights

• Singing for the wrong altars: performance vs. presence
• The betrayal of false light: how fear wears the cross
• Finding God again: outside pulpits, inside truth
• Affirmations to reclaim your faith and your song

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Description

Not every leaving comes with a loud goodbye. Sometimes, it happens in silence, in the moments you needed love most but found only closed doors. In this episode, Lady BAH opens her heart about abandonment, sacred loneliness, and the strength it takes to keep choosing yourself.

This isn’t just about loss , it’s about transformation. The ones who left didn’t bury you. They planted you.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

• 🌿 When They Didn’t Choose Me : reflections on family, friends, and mentors who walked away.
• 🌙 Sacred Loneliness: how loneliness can either break you or build you.
• ✨ Affirmations for the Left-Behind: powerful reminders that you are not abandoned, you are set apart.
• 🔥 Choosing to Stay with Myself: learning to stop waiting for those who left and realizing your own strength.
• 🦋 You Were Never Alone: closing reminders that God, spirit, and your soul have never left your side.

Key Affirmations from This Episode:

• I am not abandoned; I am set apart.
• My worth is not decided by who stayed or who left.
• My loneliness is a sacred space where God sits with me.
• I do not chase love , I become it.
• The ones who left didn’t bury me, they planted me.

Why Listen?

If you’ve ever felt abandoned, overlooked, or forgotten, this episode will remind you of your strength, your worth, and your sacred ability to transform loneliness into purpose.

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Title: This Is My Testimony

Series: The Gospel According to LADY BAH

Host: Lady BAH

Release Date: August 11, 2025

📝 Episode Summary:

Welcome to The Gospel According to LADY BAH. In this first episode, I reclaim my voice after years of silence, distortion, and survival.

This isn’t the version of my story others told.

It’s the one my soul chose to tell.

This podcast is not for performance.

It’s not gossip.

It’s sacred testimony.

It’s healing in real time.

In Episode 1, I walk you through the roots of my voice, the childhood silence, the pressure to perform, and the moment I chose to speak anyway.

This episode is for anyone who’s ever been told to hush, shrink, or smile through the pain.

If your story has ever been rewritten by someone else…

This is your permission slip to write it back in your own voice.

🎧 What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

• Why I’m finally speaking and why I stayed quiet so long
• The false origin story others told about me and the truth I’m reclaiming
• How my voice became both my wound and my weapon
• A soul-anchored set of affirmations for reclaiming your story
• Why this podcast is more than storytelling, it’s spiritual reclamation

💬 Soul Affirmations from This Episode:

• “My voice is my liberation.”
• “My story is sacred, even when it’s messy.”
• “I speak now because I was born to speak.”
• “I walk in truth, even if my voice trembles.”

🔗 Connect With Me

🌍 Website: [coming soon]

📱 Instagram: [@LadyBAH]

🎵 Music: [EP drops Sept 30th, 2025]

🧡 Support or Subscribe: [https://linktr.ee/itsladybah]

🔔 New episodes drop every Monday through September 29th!

Thank you for walking this sacred path with me. 🐞