In this deeply personal episode, Jason invites listeners into his sobriety journey as he sits down with his partner, Wendy, for an honest and heartfelt conversation about connection, isolation, and the realities of addiction recovery. Together, they unpack why isolation can feel safer during early recovery and how genuine connection supports maintaining long-term sobriety.

They delve into the razor-thin line between socializing and relapse, what partners often misunderstand about addiction support, and the complex emotions—fear, shame, and mental chaos—that drive addiction. Wendy shares her experience supporting Jason through relapses and healing, offering valuable insights for families and partners navigating the challenges of recovery together.

This episode is raw, messy, and vulnerable, delivering powerful survival stories and shedding light on rebuilding trust, setting boundaries, and the emotional reality of recovery. If you or someone you love is walking the path of addiction recovery, this candid conversation offers hope and understanding that truly matters.

Step 4 of the 12 Steps in addiction recovery challenges us to make a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. While it may sound straightforward, this process can feel emotionally taxing and overwhelming, like facing your past head-on. In this episode of The Loudness McEvil Symposium, we explore what Step 4 truly means for those battling addiction and seeking recovery.

Discover how to confront resentments, fears, and a complicated history without falling apart or turning cruelty inward. Learn why honesty is difficult but necessary, and how writing can be a powerful tool to save us from our own thoughts. We'll tackle topics like shame, secrets, and the liberation that comes from self-truth, sharing personal experiences that make this step approachable and real for addicts and those supporting them.

If you're working the steps or supporting someone in recovery, this episode will provide valuable insights and encouragement. Addiction recovery is messy and imperfect, but you don't have to face it alone.

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In this brutally honest episode of The Loudness McEvil Symposium, Jason opens the lid on the “Secrets Box” — revealing the unspoken traumas, shame, and confusion that shaped a generation struggling with addiction and drugs. From the fluorescent nightmare of 1980s small-town adolescence to the harsh realities of a detox ward, this story is about survival, addiction recovery, and the high cost of silence.

Jason dismantles myths surrounding mental health, masculinity, and personal responsibility, confronting systems that punish addicts instead of offering real help. This episode delves into childhood abuse, ADHD before it was understood, body dysmorphia, and the long, painful road to communication — the crucial element that could have prevented decades of destruction.

💬 Topics: addiction, drugs, addicts, childhood trauma, mental health stigma, ADHD, addiction recovery, communication, suicide prevention, family healing, homelessness, recovery storytelling.

🎧 Whether you’re curious about how addiction truly begins or how it can be overcome, this episode offers raw insights and hope.

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