in part 2 of this 2 part special, Timothy remembers his 3 videos where he used to be a man who wants to have fun making YouTube videos then he became a man who is arrogant and selfish. Timothy grabbed the scissors and he used them to stab himself in the belly because he sees no redemption for him. And with that act, Timothy Soxilum is dead.

Warning: mentioning of suicide and showings of suicide

in part 1 of this 2 part special, Timothy is reading Dune while singing Sally's song from The Nightmare before Christmas.

in the final episode of this entire series during his 40th video, Timothy is now at 0 subscribers and he apologised to his audience for everything that he has done, including him being insensitive to a fan of his who committed suicide and he said that it is his final video because there is no point in making more not after what he had done.

Warning: mentioning of suicide.

During his 39th video, Timothy is now at 1 subscribers and he continued playing Portal 2 until he completed the 22nd level.

During his 38th video, Timothy mentions that he is now at 7 subscribers and he continued playing Portal 2 until he completed the 21st level even though he fails and rages and tells his audience to stop laughing at him.

During his 37th video, Timothy is now at 20 subscribers because he was being insensitive to a fan of his who committed suicide but instead of taking responsibility, Timothy blamed his audience for betraying him first even though he did that in the first place and he continued playing Portal 2 until he completed the 20th level.

Warning: mentioning of suicide

During his 36th video, Timothy mentions that while he was watching the news, he noticed a fan of his committed suicide but he doesn't even care and he continued playing Portal 2 until he completed the 18th and 19th levels.

Warning: mentioning of suicide.

During his 35th video, Timothy said something that's gone a bit too far. He told his audience to commit suicide because they unsubscribed from his channel and he continued playing Portal 2 until he completed the 16th and 17th levels.

Warning: mentioning of suicide.