In this gripping episode of the End Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Jeremy Paskell, who shares his harrowing experience of growing up in a cult led by Ariel Ben Sherman during the 1980s and 1990s. From dealing with extreme control and fear to ultimately finding freedom, Jeremy's story is a testament to resilience. Now a mural artist and author, Jeremy discusses how he transformed his traumatic past into creative expression and is currently writing a book about his experiences. His account sheds light on the hidden realities of cult life and offers a message of hope and redemption. Don't miss this powerful conversation about survival, creativity, and the journey to reclaiming one's voice. #tiktok #YouTube #podcast #cult #religiousabuse

In this eye-opening episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith engages in a candid conversation with her best friend Chrissy about the often overlooked topic of gluttony within church culture. From the abundant potlucks in Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) churches to the broader implications of overconsumption in our daily lives, Jenny and Chrissy explore how gluttony extends beyond food to include material excess, social media addiction, and even workaholism. They share personal anecdotes, thought-provoking insights, and challenge listeners to reconsider what it means to practice self-denial and discipline. The episode ends on a positive note, encouraging ways to give and help others in the community. #cult #religion #IFB #gluttony

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Luke Roberts (known to many as LJR) for a raw and vulnerable conversation about the cost of losing your faith—and the beauty of finding yourself.

Luke spent years at the front of the sanctuary as a worship leader, but behind the scenes, the foundation of his evangelical upbringing was cracking. Today, he shares the intimate details of his deconstruction journey, the painful process of leaving the church, and how he eventually reconstructed a life centered on healing and authentic spirituality.

In this episode, we discuss:

• The turning point: When Luke realized he could no longer stay.
• The "Worship Leader" identity crisis.
• How music became a tool for healing rather than just performance.
• Practical advice for anyone feeling trapped in a belief system that no longer fits.
• What "Reconstruction" actually looks like on the other side.

Whether you are currently questioning your faith, have already left, or are just looking for a story of radical honesty, Luke’s journey offers a roadmap for moving from fear to freedom.

#Deconstruction #FaithJourney #Healing #LJRMusic #UnHolierPodcast

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