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  • "The Great Martyrdom of Divine Privation"
    Dec 16 2025

    NOVENA OF HOLY CHRISTMAS DAY ONE

    December 16, 1908 – Volume 8

    Luisa writes:

    Going through most bitter days, I was lamenting to Our Lord, saying: ‘How cruelly You have left me! You told me that You had chosen me as your little daughter, that You would keep me always in your arms – and now? You have thrown me to the ground, and instead of a little daughter, I see that You have changed me into a little martyr; but even though little, my martyrdom is just as cruel and harsh, bitter and intense.’

    While I was saying this, He moved in my interior and told me: “My daughter, you are mistaken - my Will is not to make you a little martyr, but a great martyr. If I give you the strength to bear my privation with patience and resignation – which is the most painful and most bitter thing that can be found, and there is no other pain that equals it or resembles it either in Heaven or on earth – is this not heroism of patience and the ultimate degree of love, compared to which, all other loves remain behind, are almost nullified, and there is nothing that can compare to it or stand before it?

    Is this not, then, great martyrdom? You say that you are a little martyr because you feel you do not suffer so much. It is not that you do not suffer, but it is the martyrdom of my privation that absorbs your other pains, making them even disappear. In fact, in thinking that you are without Me, you neither bother about nor pay attention to your other sufferings; and by not paying attention to them, you reach the point of not feeling their weight, therefore you say you do not suffer. And then, I have not thrown you to the ground; rather, I keep you more than ever clasped in my arms. Even more, I tell you that if to Paul I gave my efficacious grace at the beginning of his conversion, to you I give it almost continually – and this is the sign of it: that you continue in your interior everything that you used to do when I was with you almost continually - doing what now you seem to do by yourself. Your feeling all immersed in Me and bound to Me, always thinking of Me even though you do not see Me – this is not your own thing, nor an ordinary grace, but special and efficacious grace. And if I give you much, it is a sign that I love you much, and I want to be loved much by you.”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta

    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, ‘Brother Sun, Sister Moon’,
    http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    10 min
  • "I Will Obey in You"
    Dec 15 2025

    December 15, 1902 – Volume 4

    Luisa writes:

    “Continuing in my usual state, I found myself outside of myself, and I found my adorable Jesus, cast to the ground, crucified, everyone trampling upon Him. In order to prevent them from doing this, I laid myself upon Him so as to receive upon myself what they were doing to Our Lord; and while I was in that position, I said: ‘Lord, what is it to You to allow those very nails that pierce You to pierce me as well?’ At that moment I found myself nailed with the very nails that pierced blessed Jesus – He underneath, and I on top. In that position we found ourselves in the midst of those men who want divorce, and Jesus was sending them many rays of light produced by the sufferings that He and I were suffering, and they remained dazzled and confused. I also understood that if the Lord will please to let me continue to suffer, when they come to do that, they will be humiliated and will not be able to conclude anything. After this, He disappeared, and I remained alone, suffering. Then He came back again, but He was not crucified; He threw Himself into my arms, but He was so heavy that my poor arms could not hold Him, and I was about to let Him fall to the ground. Seeing that, as much as I did and tried, I could not hold that weight, my pain was such that I felt myself crying my heart out; and He, seeing the certain danger of falling, and also my crying - cried along. What a harrowing scene!

    Then, forcing myself up, I kissed Him on His face; He too kissed me, and I said to Him: ‘My life and strength, by myself I am weak and can do nothing, but with You I can do everything. Therefore, strengthen my weakness by infusing your very strength in me, and I will be able to carry the weight of your person - the only way to be able to spare each other this sorrow; for me, of letting You fall, and for You, of suffering the fall.’

    On hearing this, Jesus told me: “My daughter, don’t you comprehend the meaning of my heaviness? Know that it is the enormous weight of Justice which I can bear no more, nor can you hold; and man is about to be crushed by the weight of Divine Justice.” On hearing this, I cried, and He, almost to distract me, since before He came I had a strong fear that I might not be able to obey with regard to certain things, He added: “And you, my beloved, why do you so much fear that I may not let you obey? Don’t you know that when I draw, unite and identify a soul with Me, communicating my secrets to her, the first key I place, which produces the most beautiful sound and communicates the sound to all other keys, is the key of obedience? So much so, that if the other keys are not in communication with the first key, they will sound in a discordant way, which can never be pleasant to my hearing. Therefore, do not fear; besides, it will not be you, but I Myself will obey in you, and since it will be up to Me to obey, let Me do it, without being concerned, for I alone know well what must be done and how to make Myself known.” Having said this, He disappeared, and I found myself inside myself. May the Lord be always blessed.”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta

    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, ‘Brother Sun, Sister Moon’, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    12 min
  • "All Intent Within Jesus"
    Dec 14 2025

    December 14, 1911 – Volume 10

    Luisa writes:

    “I continue my most bitter days, though resigned to the Will of God. My always lovable Jesus, if He makes Himself seen, is always afflicted and taciturn; it seems He no longer wants to pay attention to me in anything.

    This morning, making Himself seen, He put two earrings on my ears — so shining as to look like two suns.

    Then He told me: ‘My beloved daughter, for one who is all intent on listening to Me, My word is sun, which not only delights the hearing, but nourishes the mind and satiates the heart with Me and with My Love.

    Ah! they don’t want to understand that all My intent is to have all of you intent within Me, without paying attention to anything else. Look at her,’ (pointing at someone), ‘with her way of scrutinizing everything — she pays attention to everything, she is affected by everything, up to the excesses — and even in holy things.

    This is nothing but a living outside of Me, and one who lives outside of Me, by necessity feels herself very much.

    She thinks she does honor to Me, but it is the opposite.’”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta

    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, ‘Brother Sun, Sister Moon’, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    6 min
  • "The Happinesses of the Divine Will"
    Dec 13 2025

    December 13, 1928 – Volume 25

    Luisa writes:

    “I was fusing myself in the Holy Divine Volition, and as I accompanied Its acts done in the Creation, my sweet Jesus, moving in my interior, told me:

    ‘My daughter, all created things were created by Us with a dose of happiness, one distinct from the other; so, each created thing brings to man the kiss, the air that delights, the life of Our Happiness.

    But do you know who feels all the effects of Our many Happinesses that are spread in the Creation descend into her interior, to the point of remaining soaked with them like a sponge? One who lives in Our Divine Will.’

    Jesus continued:

    ‘Our Happinesses are not foreign to her, because, since she has her taste purified by Our Fiat and not corrupted by the human will, her taste and all of her senses have the virtue of enjoying all the happinesses that are present in the created things.

    We feel so much happiness in seeing one who does Our Will sitting at the table of Our Happinesses and feeding herself with as many different bites for as many as are the happinesses present in created things.’

    Luisa continues:

    “At that moment, Jesus kept silent, and I heard the sound of the harmonium playing in the chapel; and Jesus pricked up His ears to listen, then added:

    ‘Oh! how happy I feel because this sound delights the little daughter of My Will. And I, in hearing it, delight together with her. To make one who loves Me happy is the greatest of My Happinesses.’”

    Luisa responds:

    “Jesus, my Love, my happiness for me is You alone.”

    Jesus replies:

    ‘The greatest happiness for you is I, but I enjoy in giving you the small happinesses, and I want you to feel them and enjoy them together with Me.’

    Luisa then says:

    “I thought: why does Jesus grieve me so much with His privations?”

    And Jesus added:

    ‘My daughter, if you knew the utility of My privation is…. You feel lifeless without Me; yet over that pain and that death, My new Life is formed. This new Life brings you new manifestations of My Divine Will. The pain of My privation prepares the place for My new Life and disposes you to comprehend the important truths on My Divine Fiat.’”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta

    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, ‘Brother Sun, Sister Moon’, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    8 min
  • "The Fecund Word of Jesus"
    Dec 12 2025

    December 12, 1905 – Volume 6

    Luisa writes:

    “Continuing in my usual state, blessed Jesus came for just a little and told me:

    ‘My daughter, when the creature does good, a light starts from her which goes to the Creator, and this light gives glory to the Creator of light, and embellishes the soul with a divine beauty.’

    Then I saw the confessor taking the book written by me in order to read it, and together with him was Our Lord, saying:

    ‘My word is rain, and since the rain fecundates the earth, the sign to know whether what is written in this book is rain of my word, is that it is fecund word, which makes virtues germinate.’”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta


    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, ‘Brother Sun, Sister Moon’, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    6 min
  • "Novena of Holy Christmas"
    Dec 11 2025

    Luisa writes:

    “In a Novena for Holy Christmas, at about the age of seventeen, I prepared myself for this festivity with the practice of different acts of virtue and mortification. For the special purpose of honoring the nine months that Jesus was in the virginal womb, I proposed, therefore, to make nine hours of meditation a day, always concerning the Mystery of the Incarnation.”

    – Servant of God, Luisa

    Novena of Holy Christmas

    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album 'Brother Sun, Sister Moon', http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    7 min
  • "Ever Old, Ever New"
    Dec 10 2025

    December 10, 1903 – Volume 6

    Luisa writes,

    “Continuing in my usual state, I felt a weight over my soul, as if the whole world weighed upon me because of the privation of blessed Jesus; and in my immense bitterness I did as much as I could to look for Him. Then, once He came, He told me: ‘My daughter, every time the soul looks for Me, she receives a divine shade, a divine feature, and is reborn in Me as many times, and I am reborn in her.’ While He was saying this, I was thinking of what He had said, almost surprised, and I said: ‘Lord, what are You saying?’ And He added: ‘Oh, if you knew the glory - the taste that the whole of Heaven feels in receiving this note from the earth: a soul that constantly seeks God, all similar to them. What is the life of the Blessed? What is it that forms it? Their being reborn continuously in God, and God in them. This is the saying: “God is ever old and ever new”. Nor do they ever feel tired, because they are in continuous attitude of new life in God.’”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta


    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, “Brother Sun, Sister Moon”, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    11 min
  • "The Lover Who Listens"
    Dec 9 2025

    December 9, 1902 – Volume 4

    Luisa writes:

    As I was in my usual state, I found myself outside of myself together with Jesus Christ, as though nailed with Him; and since I suffered, I was silent. In the meantime I saw the confessor with my guardian Angel, and the confessor said to him: “This poor one is in great suffering, to the point that she cannot speak. Give her a little bit of respite, for when two lovers pour out together what they have in their interior, they end up conceding what they want to each other.”

    So I felt my sufferings being mitigated, and first I told Jesus about certain needs of father, praying Him to make him all of God, because when one becomes so, God can find no difficulty in conceding to him what he wants, because he will not be able to seek anything but what pleases God.

    Then I said: “Lord, what about this law of divorce—will men come to make it in Italy?” And He: “My daughter, the danger exists, unless some Chinese thunderbolt comes to prevent their intent.” And I: ‘Lord, what? Is this perhaps someone from China who, maybe, when they are about to do it, will take some thunderbolt and will cast it into their midst to kill them, in such a way that, frightened, they will flee?’

    And Jesus: “When you do not understand, it is better if you keep silent.” I was left confused and did not dare to speak any more, without understanding the meaning. However, my guardian Angel was saying to the confessor, in addition to the intention of the cross, united to that of having Him pour: “If you obtain this, you will win this point, and they will not be able to do it.”

    – Servant of God, Luisa Piccarreta


    Buddy Comfort – vocals and guitar from the album, “Brother Sun, Sister Moon”, http://www.buddycomfort.com, words and music by Donovan Leitch.

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    6 min