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  • Written by: Heather Gay
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  • Length: 7 hrs and 47 mins
  • 4.1 out of 5 stars (47 ratings)

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Bad Mormon

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Publisher's Summary

INSTANT NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

Named one of Entertainment Tonight’s Best Celebrity Memoirs of 2023

As seen in The New York Times, People, The Cut, Vulture, The Daily Beast, Today, Bustle, Us Weekly, Life & Style, and Interview

“No stone goes unturned” (People) in this memoir about The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City star Heather Gay’s departure from the Mormon Church, and her unforeseen success in business, television, and single motherhood.

Straight off the slopes and into the spotlight, Heather Gay is famous for speaking the gospel truth. Whether as a businesswoman, mother, or television personality, she is unafraid to blaze a new trail, even if it means losing family, friends, and her community.

Born and bred to be devout, Heather based her life around her faith. She attended Brigham Young University, served a mission in France, and married into Mormon royalty in the temple. But her life as a good Mormon abruptly ended when she lost the marriage and faith that she had once believed would last forever.

With writing that is beautiful, sad, funny, and true, Heather recounts the difficult discovery of the darkness and damage that often exists behind a picture-perfect life, while examining the nuanced relationship between duty to self and duty to God. “An eye-opening firsthand account of religious indoctrination told with candor and sincerity” (Interview magazine), Bad Mormon is an unfiltered look at the religion that broke her heart.

©2023 Heather Gay (P)2023 Simon & Schuster, Inc.

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Decent listen

The performance was great, the story was not as good as I expected it to be. But I enjoyed it overall.

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Brilliant

I’ve never had my experience put into words quite like Heather did. Brilliant just brilliant.

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Meh

I expected it to be more interesting.
I thought it would delve more into the Mormon religion.

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Loved

Great book. Loved your wit and sarcasm. Your authenticity shows in your book just as it does on tv. Feel free to write a part 2 :)

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Overall good book

I loved how raw and real she is in the book, just as she is in the show. It was super interesting to hear where she came from and her experiences would love a 2nd part!

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Great!

If you enjoy her character on the show you will love this. A background of what she went through.

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Loved this book

An interesting account of Mormonism - as well as coming to terms with being yourself, not who you thought you were.

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Absolutely loved this book

I loved everything about this book, funny, sad and exciting looking forward to the next book

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Dive deep into Heathers Past and the LDS Church

This book goes IN! Heather talks about her life in such a relatable way, and talks about things in the church that non-LDS people had no idea about. She lifts the veil from a world seemingly made of perfection, and gets to the soft white under-belly of everything she feels affected her, while still remaining respectful to a community of people she loves dearly. It’s funny, and emotional and I can’t wait to learn more about Heathers world.

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Great listen!

I love Heather on TV. after listening to this I love her even more!

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