Hidden Scars
Darby U Hockey Boys, Book 1
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Narrated by:
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Teddy Hamilton
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Iggy Toma
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Written by:
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Andi Jaxon
About this listen
Charles Preston Carmichael is the most infuriating man I've ever met.
I want to sock the golden boy of college hockey right in the mouth. He enjoys telling me everything I'm messing up—publicly. And since he's my roommate for the next year, I can't avoid him.
Yet there's something about him that makes me watch him. Something dark. A secret I want to uncover.
When he returns from a weekend away, broken and haunted, I can't keep my distance anymore. He needs someone, and I'll be damned if it's not me.
Soon my life no longer revolves around hockey but the nightmares he's living with. Desperately, I want to save him, but I can't. Only he can save himself.
Can I watch him destroy himself as he tries to hold tight to the things that matter, or will I be the final hit in the destruction of his life?
Hidden Scars is an MM enemies-to-lovers hockey romance with a jealous f*ck buddy and plenty of heat.
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