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If He Had Been with Me

Written by: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor Contemporary Contemporary Romance Dating & Sex Difficult Situations Family & Relationships Friendship Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Romance Thrillers & Suspense Dating Heartfelt Tearjerking
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I was not expecting the end. I’m hurting. That was a really good book and a good listen, but whyyyy couldn’t it have had a happy ending omg

Very good but so devastating

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Nowlin draws the reader in through thoughtfully written prose. A story of innocence and true love. A must read.

Profound Love

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The first chapter hooked me, I was sad to see that the remainder of the book didn’t hold the same pace. The last few chapters picked back up, I only wished they dived a little deeper into but still a solid read!

Amazing read!

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Best book ever
Good for teens
Slow but still good
Sad but still good
Loved it

Loved it

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This is an amazing book and i listened to it on a
plane and i'm crying and everyone thinks there's
something wrong with me. So i highly recommend
that you don't listen to this in public. Also the
narrator is one of the best i've listened to. But again great book but it’ll make you cry your eyes out.

amazing book but saddest thing you’ll ever read

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This book was rambly, predictable and not overly well done. It was pretty average and the ending was very rushed and obvious. I didn’t care for the main character, only tolerated her, and the rest of it was just teenaged thoughts and drama. It could have gone way deeper into her mental health and really showed us some triumphs, but it was just focused on an over dramatic teenaged romance.

Not worth the hype.

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I loved this book. The story and the narration were great but the story was heartbreaking. I listened to this book in one day, I just couldn’t stop listening.

Loved!

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I enjoyed this book. Story was interesting and well written. I enjoyed the narrator, although found some of her voices a bit off. But for the most part narration was enjoyable to listen to. Great book.

Really good

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At some points I felt the story was drawn out. Still really good though. The end hurt my feelings though

This book hurt my feelings

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I liked the story line, but the writing was not what i expected for a "must read". There was a lot of I said, he says she said. It reads a bit like a diary that's a bit anticlimactic.

Just alright

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