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If This Gets Out

Written by: Sophie Gonzales, Cale Dietrich
Narrated by: Ramon de Ocampo
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"Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich's If This Gets Out is an absolute showstopper! Equal parts edgy and adorable, this bright, joyful book has everything I look for in a queer YA romance.” (Phil Stamper, best-selling author of The Gravity of Us)

Eighteen-year-olds Ruben Montez and Zach Knight are two members of the boy-band Saturday, one of the biggest acts in America. Along with their bandmates, Angel Phan and Jon Braxton, the four are teen heartbreakers in front of the cameras and best friends backstage. But privately, cracks are starting to form: Their once-easy rapport is straining under the pressures of fame, and Ruben confides in Zach that he’s feeling smothered by management’s pressure to stay in the closet.

On a whirlwind tour through Europe, with both an unrelenting schedule and minimal supervision, Ruben and Zach come to rely on each other more and more, and their already-close friendship evolves into a romance. But when they decide they’re ready to tell their fans and live freely, Zach and Ruben start to truly realize that they will never have the support of their management. How can they hold tight to each other when the whole world seems to want to come between them?

A Macmillan Audio production from Wednesday Books

©2021 Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich (P)2021 Macmillan Audio

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Cute story

This is an adorable story and I loved it.
I enjoyed the character development in all of the characters

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It was nice, nothing really stood out

I liked listening to it, but couldn’t fully connect to the story and the characters. There weren’t enough intense moments (highs and lows) in the story to keep me glued. There were a few, but I found it easy to pause, forget and pick up a week later. I still enjoyed Ruben and Zach, but I found some of the side characters felt flat/1d. I also didn’t enjoy Angel’s voice narration much. It wasn’t difficult to finish the story because it was a very good story overall, but just something was missing for me.

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Sugary sweet with real topics

The book has a nice storyline and could really be based on someone’s first relationship. There are a couple of real topics discussed like how LGBT people are marginalized for success over straight norms, and the consequences of coming out as a public figure.

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