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Narrated by:
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CJ Bloom
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Lee Samuels
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Written by:
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Helena Hunting
About this listen
Things I should never, under any circumstances, ever do: ask my secret crush, aka the most notorious (reformed) playboy in pro hockey, to take my virginity.
Too bad, I did.
After a string of terrible dates, I did the unthinkable. I propositioned Flip Madden. Of course, he said no. It isn’t that he’s almost a decade older than me, or that I’m still in university. It’s because I’m his coach’s oldest daughter. Not to mention my dad would bludgeon him with his hockey stick if he found out. Which he won’t, because it will never happen.
And now things are awkward because there’s no going back. Except Flip is more protective than ever, and his eyes follow me around every room we’re in together. He brings flowers to my recitals and reads all the books I recommend.
Things I should never, under any circumstances, ever do: hope Flip Madden might actually want me too.
*Flip and Tally's coach's daughter, age gap, forbidden romance, and the final standalone in the Toronto Terror Series.
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