If You Want Me
The Toronto Terror Series
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Stella Bloom
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Written by:
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Helena Hunting
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A standalone age-gap, best friend's daughter hockey romance.
If I had known how irrevocably my life was about to change, I would have walked the other way after talking to my coach. I should have taken any other route out of the Toronto Terror head office.
But I didn’t and now–everything is different.
At first I didn’t recognize the woman doing a victory dance down the hall when she thought no one was watching.
Until she turned around.
And that beautiful smile was aimed at me.
There is no woman more off limits.
She’s the team princess.
And my best friend’s daughter.
*This is Hollis Hendrix's standalone novel. If you want to meet Hollis before you listen to this book, check out If You Hate Me, Rix and Tristan's story.
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Amazing!
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I’ll start by saying I love Helena Hunting’s 4 hockey series. Her writing style and sense of humour really shines through her stories. That said, I cannot stand the FMC in this book. She’s whiney and immature and has no backbone. Hunting’s FMCs usually are strong independent women who know their own minds. But the FMC here can’t even determine what name to go by. She’s called: Peggy, Hammer, Princess, and Aurora and can’t even communicate to her own father who she’s allegedly besties with that she doesn’t like being called Peggy and doesn’t like little girl pink accessories. She says they don’t keep secrets and is all upset about lying to her father about dating his best friend, when she hasn’t really be honest with her father about anything about who she is and what she wants.
I was not a fan of the FMC unfortunately
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All in all both characters had good chemistry.
Good read
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Absolutely loved this!!
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