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Narrated by:
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Jason Clarke
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Teddy Hamilton
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J.F. Harding
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Jillian Macie
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Written by:
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B.B. Reid
About this listen
I, Braxton Fawn, am the luckiest girl alive.
Or so the world keeps telling me. Every so often, gods walk the earth. This time they came as musicians. When Bound loses its lead guitarist, yours truly is chosen to fill his shoes. From dive bars to the big stage, my instant claim to fame is nothing short of a fairytale. The only problem? My new bandmates.
Jaded, gorgeous, and ridiculously talented—they're determined to turn my dream into a nightmare. It's no secret I wasn't their first choice. I wasn't even their last. The label wants a new image, Bound wants me gone, but I've got my own agenda. To succeed I have to survive a world tour, public scrutiny, and idols turned enemies. But the biggest threat of all isn't a meticulous frontman, a narcissistic bassist, and a drummer with too many secrets.
It's me.
Somehow, I must resist the temptation of Houston Morrow, Loren James, and Jericho Noble. It seemed easy enough when I boarded their tour bus, but it only took one city for the lines we'd drawn to blur.
Only ninety-nine more to go.
Contains mature themes.
©2020 B.B. Reid (P)2022 TantorYou may also enjoy...
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Character driven story with excellent spice. Solely focused on the exploration of their relationship and that's all I needed!!
This is my 2nd BB Reid book and we re 2 for 2!
I had a time with this book!
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Narrator can’t pronounce Lilac??
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interesting book but did not find the female voice performer convincing in how she portrayed a young 22yr old woman
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Female narrator not the greatest
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The setup was good but it was such a slow burn to then not have really compelling chemistry between most of the characters
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