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  • The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner & Saint
  • Written by: Nadia Bolz-Weber
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  • Length: 5 hrs and 39 mins
  • 4.7 out of 5 stars (22 ratings)

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Pastrix

Written by: Nadia Bolz-Weber
Narrated by: Nadia Bolz-Weber
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Publisher's Summary

"Seven years on from its original publication, Pastrix remains bracing and beautiful. Nadia’s bold vulnerability and tender heart are timeless gifts. And the words she has added to this edition remind me: We need her call to tender grace and a loving, forgiving God now more than ever." (Jeff Chu, author of Does Jesus Really Love Me?)

Pastrix: a derogatory term used by Christians who refuse to recognize female pastors. 

Heavily tattooed and foul-mouthed, Nadia Bolz-Weber, a former stand-up comic, sure as hell didn't consider herself to be religious-leader material - until the day she ended up leading a friend's funeral in a smoky downtown comedy club. Surrounded by fellow alcoholics, depressives, and cynics, she realized: These were her people. Maybe she was meant to be their pastor.

Using life stories - from living in a hopeful-but-haggard commune of slackers to surviving the wobbly chairs and war stories of a group for recovering alcoholics, from her unusual but undeniable spiritual calling to pastoring a notorious con artist - Nadia uses humorous narrative and poignant honesty to portray a woman who is both deeply faithful and deeply flawed, giving hope to the rest of us along the way.

This is the book for people who hunger for a bit of hope that doesn't come from vapid consumerism or navel-gazing; for women who talk too loudly and guys who love chick flicks; for the gay man who loves Jesus and won't allow himself to be shunned by the church. In short, this book is for every thinking misfit suspicious of institutionalized religion but still seeking transcendence and mystery.

Updated with a new afterword, Pastrix is wildly entertaining, sardonically irreverent, and deeply resonant - a messy, beautiful, prayer - and profanity-laden narrative about an unconventional life of faith.

©2013 Nadia Bolz-Weber (P)2013 Hachette Audio

What the critics say

"Bolz-Weber represents a new, muscular form of liberal Christianity, one that merges the passion and life-changing fervor of evangelicalism with the commitment to inclusiveness." (The Washington Post)

"Nadia Bolz-Weber is what you'd get if you mixed the DNA of Louis C.K., Joey Ramone, and St. Paul. She is by far my favorite tatted-up, cranky pastor ever. Follow her. Not just on Twitter, but wherever her unique mind takes you. What I'm trying to say is: Buy this book." (A.J. Jacobs, author of The Year of Living Biblically)

"Bolz-Weber has such a distinctive voice and outlook, it's amazing she hasn't written more books. Perhaps it's because she's been too busy living the checkered and fascinating life that is the subject of her theological memoir.... Here's hoping her authentic voice continues to preach in more books." (Publishers Weekly)

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  • Deborah
  • 2013-11-26

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Have you just ever been really surprised by a book? I was on the fence about this book thinking it was perhaps too contrived...tattooed edgy pastor makes her mark in mainstream religious america, telling them what it's all REALLY about. Ohhhh...not so at all. She is brutally honest about her life and shortcomings. She is the real deal. And she talks about her relationship with Jesus and the Gospel in ways that bring it all to life. I have read this book twice and am on my third time. (I have NEVER read a book more than once...EVER). There are so many buried, insightful treasures in this book. We need more voices like hers to make Christianity relevant again in our times.

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  • Sonny
  • 2013-11-19

Fabulous , Entertaining, Honest.

All Christians don't look a like , act a like or worship a like , THANKS BE TO GOD.

I am an Anglo Saxon wasp. A Southerner, no less. I am Episcopalian. I was born a Baptist and had parents just like Nadia ,that unlike the rest of the majority of their church didn't judge.
I am 68. Straight , married,professional. God loves me too. He loves us all .
If you think you don't fit the mold. GOOD NEWS ! You don't have to.

Thank you Nadia , for your ministry, honesty, and being real.

Sonny Craig


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  • Edward
  • 2013-11-17

Inspiring, thought-provoking, and edgy

Pastrix is an inspiring, thought-provoking, and edgy description of the Christian spiritual journey of Nadia Bolz-Weber, who is a Lutheran pastor and a nationally recognized figure in the Emerging Church (Liberal Christian) movement. Bolz-Weber clearly has a very fine mind and a remarkable personal spirituality that has survived her previous life as an alcoholic and standup comic, her scarred conservative church upbringing, and several years as a searching, lost soul. Bolz-Weber’s ministry is inherently dedicated to those suffering from addictions, or people with other life experiences such as non-traditional sexual orientations, abuse, poverty, etc. She is noticeably most comfortable with people from these backgrounds, and includes many interesting stories along these lines about both herself and her parishioners. Be ready for lots of swearing -- I can’t decide whether she consistently swears out of habit, to be provocative, to make herself more accessible to the downtrodden, or as a defense measure to prevent herself from becoming too normal. For those with bible-based or evangelical beliefs, be prepared for some controversial positions, but overall, this doesn’t appear to be a major agenda item for Bolz-Weber, who repeatedly attests to her great love of Christian liturgy. Towards the end, Bolz-Weber addresses the challenges, and ultimately the happy results, of her ministry intersecting with what society would refer to as normal people. She candidly describes her experiences (and current initial successes), but the story ends without being able to answer the question of whether the radical and liberal Christianity Bolz-Weber promotes can scale beyond the scope of her personal leadership and advocacy. The answer is probably, “If God wills it.” In conclusion, Jesus stated that the greatest commandments are to “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind” and to “Love your neighbor as yourself.” Bolz-Weber’s book is the story of an imperfect woman who with God’s grace is trying really hard to (and arguably succeeding at) living these commandments. I wish her God’s blessings and recommend the book.

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  • Stephen Pitts
  • 2018-08-07

Profoundly authentic and moving

As a Catholic priest, I have read more spiritual books than most, and I can say that this is the best spiritual book I have read this year. I found Pastor Nadia’s account of parish life both inspiring as she finds God in unexpected people and places and courageous as she shares her own spiritual journey.

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  • DAWG
  • 2014-02-04

Makes you Think

If you could sum up Pastrix in three words, what would they be?

surprising, thoughtful, vulgar

Who was your favorite character and why?

Her husband. He seemed to have a pretty clear mind.

What about Nadia Bolz-Weber’s performance did you like?

It was her story.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

No. We may have listened to a couple of chapters at a time. But then we needed to stop and talk about it or I would just need to think about what she had said.

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I both liked and hated the book. There were things in it that I just could not agree with, and sometimes she was conflicting. However then there was other times that she would look at things differently so it would really stretch me.

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  • TheologyPunk
  • 2014-12-20

An inspiring book!

This book is amazing! It both forced me to think about what I believe and how I extend grace to others. as well as encouraged me in that we are all fucked up people just trying to figure this shit storm called life.

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  • Tammy Jo C
  • 2018-11-11

not just about religion..

I rarely listen to autobiographies and have never chosen a book about "religion". This was a great surprise and spoke to me more deeply than about religion, it spoke about the human spirit. It has been several months, and I plan on listening again as I am sure I missed some of the messages about love, forgiveness and self-love. #selfdiscovery, #inspiring, #tagsgiving #sweepstakes

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  • Tracey
  • 2018-07-03

Finding Jesus through a cranky woman pastor

I’m from a progressive church who also is welcoming & accepting of all individuals. Although I’m not a pastor, I’m in a quasi-leadership position. I find this author has challenged me in areas I did not realize I had. My first time seeing Nadia was on a Facebook post / video of her telling the world to “Forgive Assholes”. Right there I needed to know she was and what else she had to say.

This book is not a fictional account, but some names had been changed. But it’s not a memoir either. However, each chapter is like part journal, part blog, part sermon. It was a good way to find out more about this woman of God who tells us to forgive assholes. I’ve download the next book, on Accidental Saints.

I love when the author reads their own work, as it is like they are having conversations with me.

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  • Rebekah
  • 2018-06-15

Great faith story

This book has given me an inspiration to find my faith again. This book is told in such truth.

I also now wish I live in Denver!!

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  • Marie
  • 2014-02-10

Inspiration and Honesty

Would you consider the audio edition of Pastrix to be better than the print version?

I have not ready read the print version.

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I have seen Nadia in person and I find her to be "real" and that make some people uncomfortable but her story is true and a great read.

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  • Pierre THIERRY
  • 2020-10-24

Funny and touching story.

Nadia writes a deeply honest story about her journey of faith, without regard for being proper.