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  • Sing Backwards and Weep

  • A Memoir
  • Written by: Mark Lanegan
  • Narrated by: Mark Lanegan
  • Length: 11 hrs and 56 mins
  • 4.9 out of 5 stars (97 ratings)

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Sing Backwards and Weep

Written by: Mark Lanegan
Narrated by: Mark Lanegan
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International Best Seller

A gritty, gripping memoir by the singer Mark Lanegan (Screaming Trees, Queens of the Stone Age, Soulsavers), chronicling his years as a singer and drug addict in Seattle in the '80s and '90s

"Mark Lanegan - primitive, brutal, and apocalyptic. What's not to love?" (Nick Cave, author of The Sick Bag Song and The Death of Bunny Munro)

When Mark Lanegan first arrived in Seattle in the mid-1980s, he was just "an arrogant, self-loathing redneck waster seeking transformation through rock 'n' roll." Little did he know that within less than a decade, he would rise to fame as the frontman of the Screaming Trees, and then fall from grace as a low-level crack dealer and a homeless heroin addict, all the while watching some of his closest friends rocket to the forefront of popular music.

In Sing Backwards and Weep, Lanegan takes listeners back to the sinister, needle-ridden streets of Seattle, to an alternative music scene that was simultaneously bursting with creativity and dripping with drugs. He tracks the tumultuous rise and fall of the Screaming Trees, from a brawling, acid-rock bar band to world-famous festival favorites that scored a hit number five single on Billboard's alternative charts and landed a notorious performance on Late Night with David Letterman, where Lanegan appeared sporting a fresh black eye from a brawl the night before. 

This book also dives into Lanegan's personal struggles with addiction, culminating in homelessness, petty crime, and the tragic deaths of his closest friends. From the back of the van to the front of the bar, from the hotel room to the emergency room, onstage, backstage, and everywhere in between, Sing Backwards and Weep reveals the abrasive underlining beneath one of the most romanticized decades in rock history - from a survivor who lived to tell the tale. 

Gritty, gripping, and unflinchingly raw, Sing Backwards and Weep is a book about more than just an extraordinary singer who watched his dreams catch fire and incinerate the ground beneath his feet. It's about a man who learned how to drag himself from the wreckage, dust off the ashes, and keep living and creating.

©2020 Mark Lanegan (P)2020 Hachette Audio

What the critics say

"Sing Backwards and Weep is powerfully written and brutally, frighteningly honest. First thought that came to my mind was, 'Mark Lanegan gives the term bad boy a whole new meaning.' These are gritty, wild tales of hardcore drugs, sex, and grunge. But this is also the story of a soulful artist who refused the darkness when it tried to swallow him whole. And who found redemption through grace and the power of his unique and brilliant music. Finally, the song becomes truth. And the truth becomes song." (Lucinda Williams)

"Harrowing, edgy, tense, and hypnotic. A very truthful, sobering account of what it's like in the throes of addiction, with shades of Bukowski, Burroughs, and Hunter S. Thompson." (Gerard Johnson, director and writer of Tony, Hyena, and Muscle)

"A stunning tally of the sacrifices that sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll demand of its mortal instruments." (Kirkus Reviews)

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great memoir

from start to finish unbelievable life story of Mark Lanagan his torture through addiction his concerts and many brutal moments.

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Hauntingly Beautiful

This was released shortly before Lanagan's death, and I'm so glad he wrote it before he passed. This book is for you if you are a fan of the 90s Seattle music scene. There are so many untold stories about the characters who participated in that musical revolution - namely, Layne Stayley, whose life has remained largely a mystery to many fans.

Mark is an incredible storyteller. He invites you into his world, holding nothing back. It's a raw and uninhibited story of a talented man who missed out on so many opportunities and dreams as a consequence of addiction...and it is heartbreaking. His voice lends a hauntingly dark and beautiful tone to the story. I am relieved that Audible didn't opt for a narrator on this one. Mark was the only choice IMO. If you love biographies and music, or if addiction has impacted your life in any way, definitely read this.

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Honest and Raw

Lots of behind the scenes stories about other musicians. Doesn't hold back or try to make himself look good. Yikes!!

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great narration, tough dude

great and difficult story, I don't know how he did it to go through all he did and go clean, rest in peace Mr. Lanegan

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An amazing gut wrenching story, of heat ache addiction and recovery.

As a recovering heroin addict, listening to his story brought me right back to the desperation. An amazing story, so sad of his passing ❤️

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dark and amazing ... a must listen!

if you like truth this is for you! I love how raw this book is.

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The struggle was real

Lanegan tells his story of life as a rock star junkie leading eventually to sobriety. He narrates the book himself. He is a great writer and the book moves at a fast pace. His struggles with addiction lead him to very dark places and along the way many celebrities from the Seattle scene come and go. A great read.

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Listen, laugh, and weep

Intriguing and raw autobiography from an honest and talented musician and author. Great stories from the grunge era. This book has renewed my respect for a band (The Screaming Trees) that I had only previously given a passing glance. Mark is also a superb narrator.

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Brilliant

Heartbreaking, sometimes hilarious, painfully honest. And the voice? My god... I wish it never ended.

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  • 2020-11-06

Holy Shit

Truly amazing story from a guy that's very lucky to be breathing let alone making music and writing books..

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  • Andrew
  • 2020-04-29

Love you, Mark

I finished this audiobook in 36 hrs. Sleep and work kept me from finishing it in a day. I loved every minute of it .

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  • Nick Johnson
  • 2020-04-30

A history of a beloved musician I knew little about.

I thoroughly enjoyed this audiobook and Lanegan did a wonderful job reading it. A harrowing tale of rock stardom, severe addiction and brushes and friendships with some of Seattle and the world’s most renowned musicians. Unbelievable tales of trying to maintain heroin addictions on the road. I was always wondering what went wrong with the trees and it’s all in there. His music has changed my life and it was a pure pleasure to hear more about the music that enriched my life and the darkness that was most definitely an inspiration behind it.
Thought I might add, the Liam Gallagher story had me rolling.
Thanks Lanegan for the wonderful book. I am so glad to hear more about your history and those whose music made my life bearable. Thank you!

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  • C. Thiesen
  • 2020-08-04

Came for the music, stayed for the drugs

An absolutely riveting memoir. I was a Trees fan back in the nineties and am a musician myself, so I am drawn to rock memoirs. But the music in Mark’s story is not at the center. It is his crippling addictions and the harrowing, cringy, sad, frustrating, and at times hilarious anecdotes that leave you shaking your head and in wonder of how he is still alive and/or didn’t end up in prison. One of the better rock memoirs. Glad he made it through.

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  • Thea Bannister
  • 2020-07-06

Heartbreaking, chilling, and beautiful.

Mark's storytelling is remarkable. I listened to this book, and at many points had to stop, collect my thoughts, and reflect on how Mark could still be alive.

At the onset of the recording, there is a slight 'sigh'...as if he's taking a reluctant deep breath, readying himself to tell his story. A final, 'here goes nothing'. From there, the story begins innocuously enough, a small-town boy seeking something bigger and better. I could empathize with his woes having grown up in a small town myself. But, soon after, the chapters begin to take chilling twists and turns. I could literally feel myself getting frustrated with him for being so, repeatedly, stupid. (Sorry Mark, it's true!). The universe clearly had better plans for him because no one person should have survived what he's put himself through in his 50+ years.

Definitely worth the listen! And the first listen on Audible.com that's prompted me to write a review.

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  • Dew Lolly
  • 2020-05-11

A one of a kind singer, artist and writer.

Mark Lanegan is one of the most brilliant singers, artist and writer that comes along once in a lifetime. He was never afraid to bare his soul good, bad or ugly and turn it into something beautiful. I have listened to his music since the year 1990 and he saved my life with his words. I hope the world will find what I found so long ago in your music and writing and I hope now you see how much you meant to so many. - Shannon Smith ( Cooper, Proulx)

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  • Jeska
  • 2020-08-22

Greatnesses

Not a screening trees fan at all. What a story. I heard mine in there a bunch. All that pain and destruction.All that shame and disgrace.All that evil and hell. Still alive and sober. I cried, laughed and cried again. Mark...thank you. Layne...I’m sorry and Kurt...Rest easy and Courtney...wow I didn’t know. A great painful listen. Not for the faint of heart

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  • Justin Hampton
  • 2020-06-13

Harrowing tales

I just finished listening to Mark's own reading of his book on Audible. What a harrowing tale of Rock N' Roll depravity and survival. It was gritty as fuck and poetic throughout. There were endless staggeringly ugly moments and beautiful ones. It's truly amazing that he's still here; there are so many that aren't now. The interpersonal moments were where the book shined for me, the behind the scenes touching moments with Layne, Kurt and Chris especially. The raw telling of his youth and dysfunctional family gave rare insight to what created his dark, brooding poet in the making. I'm proud of Mark for making this laid bare, soul baring story of his life. Anthony Bourdain encouraged him to write it and he followed through with his promise to finish it. It's sad that he's not here to read it himself now. I'd love to read second book of his life since getting clean and making the best music of his life in the last 20 years.

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  • jon toppins
  • 2020-07-21

Just buy it.

If you're a fan of late 80's early 90's music from Seattle this book is a must read. Amazing.

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  • Deborah Bessette
  • 2020-07-15

One of the best I have heard!

I have listened to over 30 of these and this one of the top 3. Excellent story read by the author. Worth your time.

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  • Curran Wedner
  • 2020-08-10

Incredible

A rare and priceless insight to a very particular time and place. It’s amazing Mark survived to tell the story and hearing his voice reading is an absolute gift.

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