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Written by: Mariah MacCarthy
Narrated by: Mariah MacCarthy
Length: 5 hrs and 27 mins

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Publisher's Summary

A Barnes & Noble Teen Blog's most anticipated LGBTQAP YA book of 2019. 

Jenna Watson is a cheerleader, and she wants you to know it’s not some Hollywood crap: They are not every guy’s fantasy. They are not the “mean girls” of Marsen High School. They’re literally just human females trying to live their lives and do a perfect toe touch. And their team is at the top of their game. They’re a family.   

But all that changes when Jenna’s best friend stops talking to her. Suddenly, she’s not getting invited out with the rest of the squad. She’s always a step behind, and she has no idea why.    

While grappling with post-cheer life, Jenna explores things she never allowed herself to like, including LARPing (live action role playing) and a relationship with a trans guy that feels a lot like love.    

When Jenna loses the sport and the friends she’s always loved, she has to ask herself: What else is left?  

©2019 Mariah MacCarthy (P)2019 Macmillan Audio

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  • Chloe
  • 2019-04-09

Super real and beautiful story and writing

I adore this book. Was the edge of my seat the whole time! The narration by the author is super charming and easy to listen to. And I found the trans issues to be handled with deep sensitivity and care.