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  • The First Time

  • Finding Myself and Looking for Love on Reality TV
  • Written by: Colton Underwood
  • Narrated by: Colton Underwood
  • Length: 6 hrs and 36 mins
  • 4.1 out of 5 stars (74 ratings)

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The First Time

Written by: Colton Underwood
Narrated by: Colton Underwood
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Publisher's Summary

With a new afterword about Colton’s battle with Covid-19 and breakup, this New York Times best seller from former football player and star of The Bachelor and The Bachelorette is “full of the kind of juicy details ‘The Bachelor’ franchise enthusiasts yearn for” (HuffPost).

Before Colton Underwood captured the hearts of millions on The Bachelor, he was a goofy, socially awkward, overweight adolescent who succeeded on the football field while struggling with personal insecurities off it. An All-American gridiron hero, he was also a complex, sometimes confused, soft-hearted romantic wondering how these contradictions fit together. Old-fashioned and out of step with the swipe right dating culture of today, he was saving the most intimate part of life for the love of his life. If only he could find her....

Now, in The First Time, Colton opens up about how he came to find himself and true love at the same time via the Bachelor franchise. Unencumbered by cameras and commercial breaks, he delivers a surprisingly raw, endearing, and seriously juicy account of his journey through The Bachelorette, Bachelor in Paradise, and The Bachelor. He opens up about being dumped by Becca, his secret dalliance with Tia, what it was like to be the world’s most famous virgin, his behind-the-scenes conflicts with production, and how his on-camera responsibilities as the Bachelor nearly destroyed him after he knew he had already fallen in love with Cassie.

A memoir for Bachelor Nation and anyone who believes in the magic of love, The First Time “is a thoughtful exploration into what it means to discover oneself” (USA Today).

©2020 Colton Underwood (P)2020 Simon & Schuster

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Enjoyable!

An easy to listen story for any Bachelor fan!! Recorded by Colton makes it awesome!

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Loved this!

As a bachelor fan (and a Colton fan) this book was just enough insight into the parts of the show that aren’t shown to keep you sucked in!
I finished listening to it in a couple of days.
Love the realness of this love story & hope they continue to chose happiness, hopefully together.

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Loved the inside look!

Thank you for sharing your story Colton. You and your season was my favorite Bachelor story. You are real and open and that's refreshing to see on TV. You made waves with changing up the show and doing it your way. Love your courage. Wishing you and Cassie the best.

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Very real!

Really enjoyed it! Got me through a hard day of living with Covid-19 and was pleasantly surprised how real and open Colton was.

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easy to follow

it was easy to get into but I felt as though I already knew all of these stories Colton is saying because as fans of the bachelor we have already seen it all on tv

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No climax not really interesting at all

Kept waiting for some sort of climax or juicy info. Never came.. wish I could get my time back!! Andy’s book was full of juice and secrets ! Recommend that one instead

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