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Narrated by:
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Emma Spurgin Hussey
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Written by:
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Kerry Fisher
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What if the perfect life you envy was rotten to the core?
Three brand-new friends. Three very different families. Way too many secrets.
Gisela, Sally and Kate become close when they move into the same new housing estate. But behind their shiny front doors, each has something to hide.
Gisela’s Facebook profile is plastered with photos of her high-achieving son - #soproud; her teenage daughter - #bestfriends; and her gorgeous husband - #lovemyhubs. She’s the envy of everyone she knows, but how long can she keep covering up the truth?
Sally is married to her soul mate - or so the champagne glasses glinting in front of another tropical sunset seem to suggest. But what will it take for her friends to realise the life she claims to adore is breaking her heart?
Kate is a single mum. She uses Facebook to keep an eye on her teenage daughter but claims her own life is too boring to post anything herself. But maybe Kate wants to sit below the radar because she doesn’t want anyone to look too closely and start asking questions about her past....
Three lives collide in this gripping story about friendship, motherhood and marriage and the façade of perfection people present to the world.
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Feel good story
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Its easy to see how when we rely upon only social media to get the latest news and information, how it can all be a smokescreen for what is really going on.
Outside looking in!
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Relatable stories about relatable women.
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The three women in this book were very relatable in their own ways and they felt like people I would choose as friends myself. I am picky about narration and I really liked the narrator of this book.
Off I go to find another Kerry Fisher novel …
Didn’t want it to end!
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Vey much enjoyed this story
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So good!
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Thank you Kerry!
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