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  • To Have Loved & Lost

  • A New Adult Lesbian Romance
  • Written by: Eliza Andrews
  • Narrated by: Angela Rysk
  • Length: 10 hrs and 44 mins
  • 4.3 out of 5 stars (3 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?

Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.

Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.

©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews

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  • Sarah Z. Hoyt
  • 2017-06-07

A Cathartic Joy

This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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  • Carrie
  • 2017-05-23

Loved it!

This isn't your normal cheesy romance. It's a true novel based on lesbian characters. I will be getting every book Eliza does from now on. Finally someone that sees how unrepresented some us are. Solid work Eliza you have a new fan!

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  • Michelle A
  • 2017-09-28

Sleeper Hit!

Bought this title because none of my favorite authors had anything new out. I was pleasantly surprised. Good writing, lovely story, well fleshed out characters--a lovely journey.
Narrator was talented and well suited for the story. I was very pleased. I hope to hear much, much more from this author and narrator.

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  • L. LaCour
  • 2017-05-08

Great Book!

This is a great love story. I know the LGBT community would love it but I also think straight people would enjoy it. You forget the story is about two women and it becomes a story about how two people finding each other and growing together. It's a simple message that we all have baggage but when you find the right person, it doesn't matter. Loved it!

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  • Natalie aka GrayceSavage :)
  • 2020-05-06

The title is perfect!!

This was a great book filled with all the feels and the excitement of basketball as well. I love sports but don’t get to watch it much, so this was very enjoyable to follow Alex in her venture. The love and loss for all the characters was a big challenge for them but they soon find peace within each other.

I’m so glad that Eliza write this book and I hope she will write more lgbt+ books :)

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  • DebinGA
  • 2022-02-10

Totally Enjoyed

Loved the story. Had a hard time putting it down. Especially liked the depth of emotion touched upon and the human condition explored. Im looking forward to the second in the series.

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  • JV33VJ9
  • 2022-09-30

Excellent

Very well-written, good characters, and a story that is a reflection of life and the hard challenges that people face. I look forward to reading more from Eliza Andrews.

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  • Post office
  • 2022-01-28

love it

Enjoyed the book tremendously. Plot and and characters were outstanding. The love between the two women...

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  • Susanah
  • 2021-10-11

Hard to stop listening

I was really sucked into the story - both the author and the lady reading it did good work. If you like a happy ending - try it!

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  • Tpederson11
  • 2021-09-27

Great listen!!

I loved it. It was an easy, enjoyable listen. I would definitely recommend. if you need a escape and don't mind love story's... Try this one!