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Turtles All the Way Down

Written by: John Green
Narrated by: Kate Rudd
Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars (294 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

"Wrenching and revelatory." (The New York Times) An instant number-one best seller, the widely acclaimed Turtles All the Way Down is John Green's brilliant and shattering new novel. 

Featured on 60 Minutes, Fresh Air, Studio 360, Good Morning Amercia, The Today Show 

"A tender story about learning to cope when the world feels out of control." (People

Sixteen-year-old Aza never intended to pursue the mystery of fugitive billionaire Russell Pickett, but there's a $100,000 reward at stake, and her Best and Most Fearless Friend, Daisy, is eager to investigate. So together, they navigate the short distance and broad divides that separate them from Russell Pickett's son, Davis.     

Aza is trying. She is trying to be a good daughter, a good friend, a good student, and maybe even a good detective, while also living within the ever-tightening spiral of her own thoughts.     

In his long-awaited return, John Green, the acclaimed, award-winning author of Looking for Alaska and The Fault in Our Stars, shares Aza's story with shattering, unflinching clarity in this brilliant novel of love, resilience, and the power of lifelong friendship. 

©2017 John Green (P)2017 Listening Library

What the critics say

"Narrator Kate Rudd dramatizes the quick intelligence and high anxiety of high school junior Aza Holmes.... Rudd expresses most strongly Aza's sarcastic inner voice, which is so developed that it becomes a character. The convincing portrayals makes it easy to see how Aza is hindered in loving, thinking, and living without fear." (AudioFile)

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Excellent book about mental illnesd

This story was amazing. sometimes, I cried, or it hurt to listen. Narrator was fantastic

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John Green never disappoints!

To be honest, this was my first audiobook. So it took me a little bit to get into it. But not much! I'd say somewhere in chapter 3, whether that was because of the story, or because I needed to get used to listening to someone else read it other than myself. Definitely a new experience lol. But in the end, I loved it! And would highly recommend!

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Wow.

I have clinical depression and am currently in treatment, so this really rang out for me. You think that its going to be about the money, but it isn't. It's about Aza. And you don't really see that until later in.

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One of the best stories I have ever experienced

This is moving, real, and emotionally charge throughout. The reader is very talented and John Green has made this his best story yet.

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John Green does it again.

John Green has left another hole in my heart in a way that only John Green can. He has taken another step to normalize what feels anything but normal. He has given a new breath to a struggle that so many feel they are drowning in. How humanizing to know that even when you are spiraling, you are not alone.

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Loooooovveeedd It!

Yeah - this was great on every level. It was a great story. Heartfelt, insightful and inspiring. The narration was good. The ending was fantastic. I loved it.

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Okay all the way down.

I do love John's writing style, and he perfectly conveys what having a mental illness feels like but also what it's like to have a friend with that mental illness.

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This one

This was different than the other books! I liked it more than most of John’s earlier novels!

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Deeply Moving

This is the book I keep coming back to. An incredible and realistically hopeful story that helps me in some of my worst times. Lovely characterization and great plot!

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Narration Helped Story Greatly

Bought this book physically and found it hard to read unlike other John Green books. The narrator made this book very enjoyable!

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  • Jenifer Jacobs
  • 2017-10-15

Heartbreakingly truthful and lovely

As a psychologist for teens, as a mom, and as a person, I loved this book. Being inside the head of a young woman with an anxiety disorder was both enlightening and anxiety producing. I know, from reading the "glowing book reviews" than John Green knows of what he writes. He suffers like Aza suffers. And so it rings true. Thank you, John, for the vulnerability required to put these thoughts to paper. I know how both enlightening and healing the written word can be. The shrink scenes were funny but also realistic. And so is the recognition that there is reason to hope. I miss Aza and Daisy and Davis. I wasn't ready for their story to end. As always, in John Green books, the adolescent/parent relationships are healthy and "normal". But the parents aren't really the focus of the story (which I also love because it means I get to "be" a teenager again). Anyhow, the bottom line is: read this book. Or listen - because the narrator is wonderful.

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  • Lynnzee
  • 2017-10-23

I hate to call it a trigger warning, but-

John Green is, as always, an excellent writer, and this performance is really good at 1.25 speed (at just normal speed it was a little flat in places, but that might just be me). However, if you actually HAVE anxiety, be prepared to take this book slowly. Maybe some people it won't affect, but I had to take regular breaks or risk having a panic attack of my own. Aza's spirals felt very real and very tangible and too, too familiar.

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  • Meg
  • 2017-11-03

Surprisingly small amount of actual turtles.

An amazing insight to the life of someone with mental illness. Wonderful! Kept me hooked! Listened as much as I could! Great narration, incredible story.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 2017-10-11

Heart wrenching

Not only does John Green deliver his usual beautifully crafted cry fest, but as a person with a mental illness, this stuck a chord deep within me. It provides a voice to the very abstract in a wonderfully accurate and complex manner that is very hard to find.
I'm not usually a fan of audiobooks, as I prefer pacing the story according to my emotional responses, but Kate Rudd delivers an entrancing performance that I was unable to stop listening to for longer than 10 minutes, even though I got this book way too late in the day for it to be appropriate to consume it in one sitting. It's 1:47 am on the 11/10/17 as I type this. That's how good this is.

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  • ping
  • 2017-11-03

Made me feel.

I'm not the kind of person who really get emotional over books, in my long book reading history I can only name a few that actually made me feel and this book is the newest addition. I got this book pretty much solely because it was written by john green and I do love his work but I wasn't too interested in the plot but alas as I listened to it I grew more and more atratched and now that its over... John Green has produced another wonderfully written novel.

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  • Alicia
  • 2017-10-10

Another great John Green book

As always, John Green has delivered a wonderful read. I finished it in one day. Kate Rudd is a great narrator as well, giving the already lively book a brilliant performance. I’m sure this is a book I’ll revisit often.

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  • A. Fernandez
  • 2017-11-15

Narrator's delivery distracted throughout

As someone with both first-hand and family experience of OCD, I found John Green's depiction of his main character's mental struggles disturbingly familiar. I wish Green hadn't written Aza Holmes as already seeing a therapist and in possession of prescribed medication, because Aza's resistance to taking her meds makes her anxieties not just a curse, but also a choice. For too many OCD sufferers, particularly young ones, diagnosis and medication remain months or years away.

As usual, Green has the YA mindset down pat. I admire his deft hand in creating adolescent characters: they're silly and insecure one moment, dramatic and self-importantly profound the next.

Unfortunately, Kate Rudd's narration robbed this book of being a four or five star read for me. Though she's clearly capable of reading with feeling, she has an annoying verbal tic of over-pronouncing words, particularly "to" (whether used with infinitive verbs--to go, to think, to eat, etc.--or as a preposition). It sounds choppy and halting, as if the text is being read by a first grader picking her way through a sentence, and it consistently threw me out of the story.

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  • Christine
  • 2017-11-01

Thank you, John Green!

As a veteran high school teacher of almost forty years I so thank Mr. Green for his writings in the YA genre. He provides priceless insights and understandings that help guide my interactions with many of the students I serve. God Bless you, John Green!

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  • C. Vedro
  • 2017-10-13

Good book, terrible reading

John Green has created beautiful, endearing characters and a great story. Kate Rudd’s performance was barely tolerable. At times I thought a computer was reading it! Sorry Kate, but yikes!

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  • Love To Listen
  • 2017-11-06

Couldn't finish.

The story was mildly entertaining. Definitely written for the young adult audience, maybe even preteen. I couldn't finish because the narrator was horrible and it was very distracting. It sounded like she'd just learned to read and her accent was not typical of a person from Indiana.

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  • Friot Clara
  • 2018-07-16

A good book

Nothing spectacular here, or maybe I'm.not the right age to find it spectacular. It's a good book with a simple and solid plot. The strong part is the characters and the writing style. It can be a little triggering if you're the very anxious type. Not my thing, but pretty nice.

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  • Atlanta Golding
  • 2018-02-20

AMAZING

Mindful and mind blowing, it is the answer to all questions and the word to understand Life.

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