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With My Eyes Wide Open

Miracles and Mistakes on My Way Back to KoRn

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With My Eyes Wide Open

Written by: Brian "Head" Welch
Narrated by: Brian "Head" Welch
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He left KoRn to help himself. He went back to help others. And along the way, he nearly lost everything.

A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian "Head" Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend. In this intensely inspiring redemption saga, perhaps most inspiring is Brian's radical decision to rejoin KoRn and reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene.

Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head and a devoted heart. Though his story is wild, hilarious, and deeply poignant, the message is simple: God will love you into the freedom of being yourself as long as you keep the relationship going and never, ever quit.

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Brian and Jeneas stories are so incredible and are a great testimony of how Christ can change our life

amazing story!

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I really enjoyed this book ! Brian's narration makes it even more enjoyable because he wrote the story so it's more fun listening to him narrate.. I love how open and honest he was about his daughters struggles and his struggles with addiction and trusting in god. It really helped me to remember to trust in God and not to try and do everything my way. Please write more books Brian! I'd listen to anything you write! you're hilarious and level headed!

HONEST transparent excellent story!

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