Even If It Hurts
Coastal Elite, Book 1
Échec de l'ajout au panier.
Échec de l'ajout à la liste d'envies.
Échec de la suppression de la liste d’envies.
Échec du suivi du balado
Ne plus suivre le balado a échoué
1 mois d'essai gratuit à Audible Standard
Acheter pour 25,22 $
-
Narrateur(s):
-
Theo Sinclair
-
Allie Shae
-
Auteur(s):
-
Sam Mariano
À propos de cet audio
A psychopath and his prey.
A dangerous, toxic, and utterly destructive love story....
He could have been my hero. He saved my life that night, a beautiful dark angel slicing through my fear and the water, dragging me from its deadly clutches. He should have been my hero. I thought maybe he was.
Villains aren’t supposed to win, and good should always conquer evil, but in the elite coastal town I live in, the only purpose a label has is letting you know what something—or someone—costs. Good, bad—it’s all relative, and it hardly matters. Baymont, California, is a land of beautiful villains and happy ever afters that are just out of reach.
Especially for me.
Until Dare moves the world beneath my feet, and even though I’m afraid to trust it—to trust him—boy, am I tempted. In more ways than one. Being with Dare is scary, but being without him is impossible. He makes it impossible.
Dare’s no hero, that much is clear, but maybe... Maybe he’s mine.
This story contains triggers and is intended only for a mature, adult audience. See the opening author's note for more explicit warnings, but know this is a very dangerous relationship with a very dark hero.
©2022 Sam Mariano (P)2023 Sam MarianoVous pourriez aussi aimer...
-
First Verse
- A Rockstar Romance (A Perfect Song Duet, Book 1)
- Auteur(s): L.M. Halloran
- Narrateur(s): Isabelle Ruther, Austin Stone
- Durée: 8 h et 28 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global2
-
Performance2
-
Histoire2
Growing up, Wilder Ashburn was the hero I worshipped. I was the pigtailed pest who never left him alone. Everything changed the day I gave him a poem. For the first time, he saw me...And then he reached for his guitar. From that moment on, we were entangled. Bound by music and a shared dream. Along the way, we made vows: To always stay the same, To never let anything come between us, And above all, to never, ever fall in love.
-
-
Rockstar Romance
- Écrit par Dino Gioia le 2025-09-17
Auteur(s): L.M. Halloran
-
Dream On
- Auteur(s): Jennifer Hartmann
- Narrateur(s): Angelina Rocca, Lee Samuels
- Durée: 15 h et 13 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global4
-
Performance4
-
Histoire4
Lexington Hall and I were never supposed to collide—he, the golden boy of Hollywood, and I, a small-town dreamer with stars in my eyes. But when we shared the stage in our high school musical, something ignited. Then, just as quickly, it all fell apart, leaving my dreams in pieces. Now, four years later, Lex is a household name, turning our past into a television sensation. He's spun our story for the world to see, while I'm still haunted by what we lost.
-
-
love overcomes
- Écrit par Joy Darroch le 2025-08-25
Auteur(s): Jennifer Hartmann
-
Sinners Anonymous
- A Forbidden Love Dark Mafia Romance
- Auteur(s): Somme Sketcher
- Narrateur(s): Alan Carlson, Lee Daniels
- Durée: 14 h et 18 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global18
-
Performance16
-
Histoire16
Marrying the 70-something head of the Cosa Nostra to save my father is the only good deed I’ve ever done. I’m burning and bitter under the fake smile and tight dresses, but I was keeping it together. Was. Until my fiancé’s nephew turns up to dinner uninvited. Angelo "Vicious" Visconti. A beautiful monster with cheekbones as sharp as his tongue. They say I shouldn’t be scared of him, because nine years ago, he went straight. He’s barely a Made Man anymore. But I say, he’s the most dangerous Visconti of all.
-
-
Very disappointed
- Écrit par Utilisateur anonyme le 2026-03-05
Auteur(s): Somme Sketcher
-
Torment: Part One
- The Bleeding Hearts, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Dylan Page
- Narrateur(s): Rylee Forrester
- Durée: 13 h et 24 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global7
-
Performance7
-
Histoire7
How did I get here? Broken, bruised, and mentally shattered. For most of my life, my older stepbrother, Shay, was my hero, my rock, and my best friend. The one I knew I could always rely on. For many years, I accepted everyone and everything around me. But as I grew up, the veil was lifted, and I slowly came to understand how f*cked up it all really is.
-
-
Different than expected
- Écrit par lark le 2025-10-16
Auteur(s): Dylan Page
-
The Words
- Auteur(s): Ashley Jade
- Narrateur(s): Teddy Hamilton, Erin Mallon
- Durée: 16 h et 50 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global180
-
Performance169
-
Histoire168
He was the talented bad boy everyone wanted. I was the irrelevant geek everyone hated. He was the sun...drawing all of us in. I was a black hole...taking up space. He was destined to be a star. I was destined to remain an insignificant no one. Until he made me believe I was special...and then he destroyed me. I never thought I'd see Phoenix Walker again after he broke my heart, but fate had other plans. One tour. Eight weeks. Forty shows. Countless opportunities to make him pay. The world thought he was a god...but I know the truth.
-
-
Amazing! 🥰🥰🥰
- Écrit par Rosemarie Battista le 2022-10-12
Auteur(s): Ashley Jade
-
Hills of Shivers and Shadows
- Frozen Fate, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Pam Godwin
- Narrateur(s): Stella Hunter, Jack Hesperus
- Durée: 20 h et 26 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global31
-
Performance30
-
Histoire30
Abducted and taken to a remote cabin in Alaska, Frankie finds herself at the mercy of four feral men, each with his own dark secrets and twisted desires. With nowhere to run, she must rely on her wits to survive the harsh winter trapped with them. As she delves into their mysterious pasts, she uncovers an insidious evil that feeds on loyalty and uses love as a weapon.
-
-
So good, but PLEASE CHECK THE TRIGGERS
- Écrit par Michelle le 2025-07-07
Auteur(s): Pam Godwin
-
First Verse
- A Rockstar Romance (A Perfect Song Duet, Book 1)
- Auteur(s): L.M. Halloran
- Narrateur(s): Isabelle Ruther, Austin Stone
- Durée: 8 h et 28 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global2
-
Performance2
-
Histoire2
Growing up, Wilder Ashburn was the hero I worshipped. I was the pigtailed pest who never left him alone. Everything changed the day I gave him a poem. For the first time, he saw me...And then he reached for his guitar. From that moment on, we were entangled. Bound by music and a shared dream. Along the way, we made vows: To always stay the same, To never let anything come between us, And above all, to never, ever fall in love.
-
-
Rockstar Romance
- Écrit par Dino Gioia le 2025-09-17
Auteur(s): L.M. Halloran
-
Dream On
- Auteur(s): Jennifer Hartmann
- Narrateur(s): Angelina Rocca, Lee Samuels
- Durée: 15 h et 13 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global4
-
Performance4
-
Histoire4
Lexington Hall and I were never supposed to collide—he, the golden boy of Hollywood, and I, a small-town dreamer with stars in my eyes. But when we shared the stage in our high school musical, something ignited. Then, just as quickly, it all fell apart, leaving my dreams in pieces. Now, four years later, Lex is a household name, turning our past into a television sensation. He's spun our story for the world to see, while I'm still haunted by what we lost.
-
-
love overcomes
- Écrit par Joy Darroch le 2025-08-25
Auteur(s): Jennifer Hartmann
-
Sinners Anonymous
- A Forbidden Love Dark Mafia Romance
- Auteur(s): Somme Sketcher
- Narrateur(s): Alan Carlson, Lee Daniels
- Durée: 14 h et 18 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global18
-
Performance16
-
Histoire16
Marrying the 70-something head of the Cosa Nostra to save my father is the only good deed I’ve ever done. I’m burning and bitter under the fake smile and tight dresses, but I was keeping it together. Was. Until my fiancé’s nephew turns up to dinner uninvited. Angelo "Vicious" Visconti. A beautiful monster with cheekbones as sharp as his tongue. They say I shouldn’t be scared of him, because nine years ago, he went straight. He’s barely a Made Man anymore. But I say, he’s the most dangerous Visconti of all.
-
-
Very disappointed
- Écrit par Utilisateur anonyme le 2026-03-05
Auteur(s): Somme Sketcher
-
Torment: Part One
- The Bleeding Hearts, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Dylan Page
- Narrateur(s): Rylee Forrester
- Durée: 13 h et 24 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global7
-
Performance7
-
Histoire7
How did I get here? Broken, bruised, and mentally shattered. For most of my life, my older stepbrother, Shay, was my hero, my rock, and my best friend. The one I knew I could always rely on. For many years, I accepted everyone and everything around me. But as I grew up, the veil was lifted, and I slowly came to understand how f*cked up it all really is.
-
-
Different than expected
- Écrit par lark le 2025-10-16
Auteur(s): Dylan Page
-
The Words
- Auteur(s): Ashley Jade
- Narrateur(s): Teddy Hamilton, Erin Mallon
- Durée: 16 h et 50 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global180
-
Performance169
-
Histoire168
He was the talented bad boy everyone wanted. I was the irrelevant geek everyone hated. He was the sun...drawing all of us in. I was a black hole...taking up space. He was destined to be a star. I was destined to remain an insignificant no one. Until he made me believe I was special...and then he destroyed me. I never thought I'd see Phoenix Walker again after he broke my heart, but fate had other plans. One tour. Eight weeks. Forty shows. Countless opportunities to make him pay. The world thought he was a god...but I know the truth.
-
-
Amazing! 🥰🥰🥰
- Écrit par Rosemarie Battista le 2022-10-12
Auteur(s): Ashley Jade
-
Hills of Shivers and Shadows
- Frozen Fate, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Pam Godwin
- Narrateur(s): Stella Hunter, Jack Hesperus
- Durée: 20 h et 26 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global31
-
Performance30
-
Histoire30
Abducted and taken to a remote cabin in Alaska, Frankie finds herself at the mercy of four feral men, each with his own dark secrets and twisted desires. With nowhere to run, she must rely on her wits to survive the harsh winter trapped with them. As she delves into their mysterious pasts, she uncovers an insidious evil that feeds on loyalty and uses love as a weapon.
-
-
So good, but PLEASE CHECK THE TRIGGERS
- Écrit par Michelle le 2025-07-07
Auteur(s): Pam Godwin
-
Bull Rush
- A Dark Western Romance (The Quiet Horsemen, Book 1)
- Auteur(s): Maggie Rawdon
- Narrateur(s): Aiden Snow, Elena Wolfe
- Durée: 11 h et 5 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global20
-
Performance19
-
Histoire19
Still married. Those words change everything. Now my should-be ex-husband, Ramsey Stockton, the former pro football star turned felon and hero who left this town—and me—behind years ago, is at my door offering me a deal with the devil. If I let him stay and play his wife again for ninety days, he’ll give me a quiet divorce and his family ranch—the one my inn is on. When I scoff at the idea, he offers a million-dollar bonus to help my business float through this rough patch, but only if I’m his.
-
-
This one didn’t hit for me…
- Écrit par Victoria le 2026-02-15
Auteur(s): Maggie Rawdon
-
Burning Ivy
- The KORT Series, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Brandy Hynes
- Narrateur(s): Mollie Stark, Sean Masters
- Durée: 17 h et 3 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global26
-
Performance24
-
Histoire24
She’s my mission. My prize. My obsession. Ivy Kingston is the most wanted woman in the world for reasons she is completely oblivious to, reasons I intend to capitalize on. She needs a husband to receive her inheritance, so I’m on the hunt for a wife. As long as it’s her. I’m not who she thinks I am. But she has no idea who she really is either. I’ll be her groom. Her keeper. Her lover. And quite possibly her demise.
-
-
Secrets, Suspense, and Sizzling Twists
- Écrit par canadian_girlreadfeastrepeat le 2025-12-29
Auteur(s): Brandy Hynes
-
Broken
- Manhattan Ruthless, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Sadie Kincaid
- Narrateur(s): Elena Wolfe, Aaron Shedlock
- Durée: 10 h et 6 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global41
-
Performance36
-
Histoire36
You want to know the secret to everlasting happiness? Never fall in love. That was the wisdom my father imparted to us James boys after our mom died, and it’s a piece of advice that’s served me well. Until dear old Dad asks me for a favor over Sunday brunch. No big deal, right? I love making my old man happy. Except this “favor” is a lot more complicated than picking up his dry cleaning. Dad wants me to marry and provide a few heirs for the James empire, and he’s even done me the courtesy of handpicking my bride-to-be. Lucky me.
-
-
Excellent storyline
- Écrit par Amazon Customer le 2025-12-15
Auteur(s): Sadie Kincaid
-
Deceit
- Gallows Hill, Book 1
- Auteur(s): Katelyn Taylor
- Narrateur(s): Amy Hall, Devon Ryder, Edward Black, Autres
- Durée: 11 h et 59 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global22
-
Performance18
-
Histoire18
I wasn’t sure what to expect when arriving in Salem. Forced to marry a man I’ve never met, attend a private university I’d never heard of, and the whispers of a rumored secret society filling the halls. This life would be near unbearable with my insufferable fiancé if it wasn’t for his uncle, his best friend, and his enemy. When none of them are willing to let me go, it sends us down a path I’m not sure any of us will survive. The life I was promised is distorted behind smoke and mirrors. The truth cloaked by Deceit.
-
-
Narration is great, character development is inconsistent
- Écrit par Sam le 2026-02-24
Auteur(s): Katelyn Taylor
-
My Dark Romeo
- Dark Prince Road, Book 1
- Auteur(s): L.J. Shen, Parker S. Huntington
- Narrateur(s): Jacob Morgan, Stella Hunter
- Durée: 12 h et 29 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global45
-
Performance41
-
Histoire41
It was supposed to be a harmless kiss at a lavish debutante ball. A clandestine moment with a handsome stranger. But unlike his namesake, my Romeo isn’t driven by love. He’s fueled by revenge. To him, I’m a chess piece. Leverage. His rival’s betrothed. To me, he is a man deserving of poison. A dark prince I refuse to marry. He thinks I’ll accept my fate. Well, I plan to rewrite it. And in my story, Juliet doesn’t die. But Romeo? He perishes.
-
-
It's really bad
- Écrit par Cristina le 2025-07-16
Auteur(s): L.J. Shen, Autres
-
Sick Boys
- A Spine Ridge University Standalone
- Auteur(s): Clarissa Wild
- Narrateur(s): Corvin King, Desireé Ketchum
- Durée: 17 h et 9 min
- Version intégrale
-
Au global51
-
Performance42
-
Histoire42
The night my sister died, a piece of me died with her. So I made a vow to enroll at Spine Ridge University just like her, find the person responsible… and make them pay. Until I meet three sick boys of the Skull & Serpent Society: Felix, Dylan, Alistair. Rude, heartless, vicious guys who are obsessed with making me regret I ever stepped foot on campus. They make me a deal: My body in exchange for a glimpse at their violence.
-
-
Terrible voice actors
- Écrit par Ashley le 2025-09-26
Auteur(s): Clarissa Wild
Poursuivre la série
5 stars
This story begins with Aubrey, a senior in high school on the poor side of the story and struggling through life. She works part-time to have health care as her mom is dying with cancer. Easily coasting through life unseen until a run-in with Anae at her part-time job puts her square on the bullseye for the top queen bully. Anae feeling slighted takes the petty road and begins to hatch a plan to pay Aubrey's 'lack of respect' in kind.
Then fate--or bad luck--however you would consider it, she arrives to a school party. Orchestrated by Anae, Aubrey is put in the crosshairs with an encounter with a tomboy female and ends up in a pool for a near drowning. Thus enters Dare and he saves her from drowning. But don't get it wrong, he isn't a good guy. Dare is Anae's boyfriend and that moment is where a scheme to inflict revenge is hatched by Anae by using Dare. Though to be clear, that man cannot be used. He went willingly because he wanted that female.
Dare is hands down the most manipulative MMC I have EVER read. I ate that up and left no crumbs. He was eloquent in how he puppeteered our sweet little Aubrey. He enjoyed it so much that Dare kept her for his own while mastering the chess board of the story like a pro.
Sam Mariano writes morally black men like its dessert and I cannot love this enough.
Also - the Audio for this is utterly chef's kiss!! Duet style and a must listen.
Duet Narration - Highly Recommend
Un problème est survenu. Veuillez réessayer dans quelques minutes.
Heat Level: 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Tear Drops: 💧
📚EBOOK📚 & 🎧AUDIO 🎧
Even If It Hurts is the kind of dark romance that reminds me exactly why I keep coming back to Sam Mariano when I need something unhinged. I needed a pick for my bingo, asked ChatGPT for ideas, and this one was an easy yes—I already know this author doesn’t do safe, redeemable heroes. Her men are red flags with legs, and Dare? He’s not a “morally gray” bad boy. He’s a full-on psychopath. Before anything else: read the trigger warnings. This story is absolutely not for everyone, and it doesn’t pretend to be.
Dare isn’t misunderstood, damaged, or secretly soft—he’s obsessive, manipulative, and born the way he is. There’s no fixing him, no “love will change him” fantasy here, and honestly, I appreciated that brutal honesty. His fixation on Aubrey is intense and disturbing, but in that deeply twisted dark-romance way that keeps you glued to the page. He “takes care” of her, loves her in his own warped way, and doesn’t mean to hurt her… which somehow makes it worse. Add in somnophilia (yes, I know—problematic, unhealthy, wildly unhinged… and yet 👀 I can’t deny I enjoy reading it), and this book firmly plants itself in the “don’t judge me” corner of my shelf.
Aubrey, on the other hand, is your average high school girl who’s been dealt an absolutely brutal hand in life. She’s working herself to exhaustion just to survive, and then she crosses paths with the wrong sociopath. I’ll be honest—she’s a bit of a doormat. Too sweet, too forgiving, and sometimes frustratingly passive, but given everything she’s been through, it also… makes sense. Their dynamic is dangerous, unhealthy, and compelling in a way that made me question why I was enjoying it so much—until I landed on the obvious answer: the author’s talent. Sam Mariano knows exactly how to pull you into a story you probably shouldn’t love… and make you love it anyway.
The duet narration by Theo Sinclair and Allie Shae was fantastic and added an extra layer of intensity to Dare’s voice and Aubrey’s vulnerability. It absolutely enhanced the experience and made the obsession feel even more immersive. I enjoyed it enough that I’ll definitely continue with the Coastal Elite series.
Favorite quote:
“Unfortunately, I’ve already decided you’re mine, and you being afraid of me won’t change that.”
Dark, disturbing, and addictive—this one hurt in all the ways it promised to… and I still couldn’t look away 🖤
When the Villain Chooses You
Un problème est survenu. Veuillez réessayer dans quelques minutes.