You’re not afraid of your power, like Marianne Williamson said.

You’re afraid of what your power will change, of the identity that will die, of the unfamiliar and unpredictable, and unknown.

Because when you rise, things shift.

Relationships recalibrate.

Identity rearranges.

Old comfort zones dissolve.

Your life gets bigger than the person you’ve been.

And your nervous system LOVES a good predictable mess.

It hates unfamiliar peace, unfamiliar success, unfamiliar ease.

In this episode, I dive into:

• why the ego clings to the familiar even when it sucks
• that WILD Michigan fMRI study where the brain literally panics at the successful future self
• why you sabotage right when something starts working
• why consistency feels terrifying (it's change, not sabotage)
• how identity death is the real shadow of expansion

and the truth nobody wants to admit: success is only scary because it guarantees change.

If you’ve ever wondered why you retreat, retract, procrastinate, or stall right when things start getting better… this episode is your mirror.

You’re not afraid of rising.

You’re afraid of what rising will require.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

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Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

If you’re already mentally preparing for the holiday Hunger Games, I recorded this for you.

But before you pack emotional armor for Thanksgiving, let’s talk about something juicy:

Your triggers aren’t meltdowns waiting to happen — they’re portals.

Yep. This week on Love, Light & Black Holes, we’re going right into the spiritual lion’s den:n family, holidays, emotional landmines, and the shadow work hidden in your aunt’s passive-aggressive comments.

In this episode, I’m breaking down why the holidays turn us into emotional werewolves… why your nervous system reacts before your brain even registers what’s happening… and how to move through family triggers without flipping the entire table over the cranberry sauce (tempting, though).

We’re talking:

• Why your body remembers your family before your mind does
• How triggers are actually invitations, not punishments
• The version of you your family resurrects (even when you’ve outgrown her)
• Real-life examples we can all relate to (yes, including “You look tired”)
• How to handle holiday portals like the spiritually evolved badass you are
• And why sometimes the most sacred thing you can do… is hide in the pantry with a cookie

This one is real, raw, and honestly one of the most relatable episodes I’ve ever recorded.

Listen before you walk into the holiday lion’s den. Your shadow will thank you — and your future self will avoid a felony.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Stop focusing on trying to to regulate your nervous system. You need to let out the scream you've been holding in the past decade.

We’ve somehow convinced ourselves that being peaceful all the time is the goal — like inner peace is the new personality trait. But what I’ve learned (through life, shadow work, and a few cosmic smackdowns) is this:

sometimes the most spiritual thing you can do is scream into a pillow at full volume.

In today’s episode, we get into the messy truth the wellness world avoids:

• Why “inner peace” can secretly be a trauma response
• Why your body doesn’t want calm — it wants completion
• How sacred rage is actually your path into real peace
• The neuroscience behind anger, suppression, and emotional bottlenecking
• Why softness after rage is stronger than pretending you’re chill
• And why your soul doesn’t want constant regulation… it wants permission

This is the episode where we break up with performative peace and come back into actual aliveness.

Because if you’re never angry … you’re probably not being honest.

Grab your matcha, get cozy, and let me tell you why your rage is medicine — and your peace is stronger because of it.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/