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Pondoff's Anonymous

Auteur(s): Chris Pondoff Jeff Allen Jakob Miller
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 Pondoff's Anonymous is the unfiltered recovery podcast that says the quiet part out loud. Hosted by Chris Pondoff, Jeff Allen, and Jakob Miller, this show brings real conversations about addiction, recovery, and everything in between — no sugarcoating, no bullshit. It’s not polished. It’s not perfect. It’s honest. Each episode dives deep into the stories behind relapse, trauma, shame, growth, and the hard f*cking work of getting better. You’ll hear from addicts, sober warriors, and the people who walk beside them — including friends, family, and the ones who stuck around when shit got dark.Chris Pondoff, Jeff Allen, Jakob Miller Hygiène et mode de vie sain Psychologie Psychologie et santé mentale
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  • S2 E32 Kristin Casey

    S2 E32 Kristin Casey
    Sep 22 2025

    Who this episode is for:
    Anyone who has loved an addict and didn’t know what to do. People drowning in codependency and calling it love. Addicts who swore they would never end up like their parents. Folks in recovery who still flinch at intimacy. And anyone not in recovery who keeps setting their life on fire and calling it growth.

    Kristin Casey shows up with zero filters. She is a recovering addict, former sex worker, author, and the ex-girlfriend of Joe Walsh from the Eagles. This is not a glamorized rock story. It is a brutally honest look at addiction, survival, and the messy miracle of healing.

    Chris and Jeff dig into modern drug dangers, the collapse of intimacy in addiction, sex work, sobriety, and spiritual growth that actually sticks. Kristin talks about stopping the running, coming back to herself, and why recovery is not just quitting. It is becoming someone new. There is heartbreak, heavy truth, raw honesty, and still a few laughs.

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction to the Conversation
    • 01:54 The Impact of Addiction on Lives
    • 04:52 Personal Stories of Struggle and Recovery
    • 07:57 The Evolution of Substance Abuse
    • 11:05 The Role of Environment in Addiction
    • 14:02 The Dangers of Modern Drugs
    • 17:10 The Journey Through Recovery
    • 19:55 The Influence of Relationships on Addiction
    • 23:11 The Challenges of Treatment
    • 25:54 Reflections on Sobriety and Life After Addiction
    • 38:31 A Fateful Meeting with Joe Walsh
    • 42:52 Navigating Love and Heartbreak
    • 46:05 The Descent into Addiction
    • 51:13 The Impact of Substance Abuse
    • 55:09 Understanding Addiction Through Literature
    • 01:00:24 Healing Relationships and Personal Growth
    • 01:05:40 The Journey of Forgiveness
    • 01:10:00 Finding Purpose in Recovery
    • 01:16:07 Finding a Second Chance
    • 01:19:13 The Struggle for Sobriety
    • 01:22:46 The Role of Spirituality in Recovery
    • 01:25:27 Empowering Others Through Experience
    • 01:29:43 Transitioning from Sex Work to Coaching
    • 01:33:43 Navigating Vulnerability in Relationships
    • 01:48:01 Supporting Women in Recovery

    Kristin Casey’s Books
    Explore her work here: https://www.kristincasey.com/
    Titles include: Rock Monster: My Life with Joe Walsh and Casey Dancer: A Memoir About Dating, Stripping, and a Little Hot Yoga.

    Hosts
    Chris and Jeff

    Sponsored by
    Illinois Recovery Center
    McKelvey Insurance
    LightSource Psychotherapy
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    1 h et 54 min
  • S2 E31 Tyrone Hill

    S2 E31 Tyrone Hill
    Sep 15 2025
    Who this episode is for:Anyone who has OD’d and woke up to their dad’s eyes burning a hole through their soulAnyone still lying to themselves about being “good” while they’re dying insideThe hardened lifers who think recovery's just for weaklingsThose doing time (inside or outside the walls)Young people getting clean before they hit 30Anyone who’s ever made a mess of their life and thought, “Shit, this is just who I am now.”Tyrone Hill joins Chris, Jeff, and Jakob for a no-bullshit journey through the depths of addiction, prison cells, overdoses, and ultimately, redemption. This isn’t some after-school special. It’s raw, it’s real, and it might just rattle your soul.Tyrone is the Associate Director of Amare NFP, a badass recovery community organization (RCO) serving Madison and St. Clair Counties in Illinois. They don’t charge a damn thing. Peer-led, heart-forward.Check them out: https://amarenfp.orgHe shares his story of running the streets, doing 9 prison bids, and sleeping in hallways in Ferguson before surrendering to a new way of life. It took honesty. Humility. And his dad looking at him like he was already in a casket. Tyrone doesn’t sugarcoat shit. He lays out the difference between playing at recovery and actually living it.He and the boys also dig deep into:Why fentanyl makes old-school heroin look like Flintstone vitaminsWhat makes prison such a dangerous place for addictsThe difference between working a program and just showing upWhy the lifestyle is sometimes harder to give up than the drugsBuilding recovery from a 23-and-1 lockdownWhy 12-steps ain't just for old white dudesHow sponsors will break your balls (but save your life)If you’re in Madison or St. Clair County and need support:Visit: https://amarenfp.orgEmail: info@amarenfp.orgFULL TIMESTAMP BREAKDOWN:00:00 Introduction and Sponsorships02:17 Labor Day Reflections and Upcoming Guests04:49 Introducing Tyrone Hill and His Background07:02 The Mission of Amari and Recovery Support10:13 Tyrone’s Early Life and Influences14:56 Struggles with Addiction and Gang Involvement18:03 Turning Point: Getting Clean22:10 Family Dynamics and Accountability27:31 Reflections on Recovery and Relationships33:23 The Pain of Addiction and Overdose36:23 Life in Prison: Struggles and Realizations40:19 The Harsh Reality of Drug Use in Prison45:41 Finding Purpose: Recovery and Helping Others49:30 Defining Moments: The Impact of Family54:34 The Journey of Recovery: Understanding Relapse01:00:43 Honesty and Commitment in Recovery01:03:08 The Blank Page: Starting Fresh01:04:39 The Courage of Youth: Early Recovery01:06:39 The Power of Surrender: Asking for Help01:10:10 The Moment of Decision: When You’re Done01:11:47 Finding Peace: Life After Addiction01:16:17 Self-Discovery: Looking Inward01:18:06 Belonging: Embracing Your True Self01:19:12 Changing the Narrative: Working with Authorities01:22:25 Peer Support: The Importance of Lived Experience01:28:10 Community Celebration: Rockin’ for Recovery01:30:56 Reflections on Past Relationships and Growth01:34:57 The Journey of Reconnecting and Building a Family01:37:43 Understanding Addiction and Its Impact on Family01:40:21 Life After Addiction: Health and Recovery01:43:14 Creating Community and Support in Recovery01:46:56 Navigating Different Recovery Paths01:51:53 The Importance of Individualized Recovery Approaches01:55:35 Embracing Imperfection in Parenting and RecoverySponsored by:McKelvey InsuranceQuick solutions to real-life insurance problems in Illinois and Missouri. Personal or commercial—over 30 companies quoted, no bullshit.https://mckelveyins.comLight Source PsychotherapyTop-tier mental health therapy in Belleville, Illinois. Individual, group, family therapy, and supervision. Find your light.https://findyourlightsource.com
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    2 h
  • S2 E30 Just the Boys

    S2 E30 Just the Boys
    Sep 1 2025

    Next week we’ll return to your regularly scheduled programming. This week? We’re fucking off. No guest. No structure. Just Chris, Jeff, and Jakob bullshitting their way through Episode 30, all over the damn place.


    Some of it is pure inside baseball—pulling back the curtain on what it looks like to actually run this ship called Pondoff’s Anonymous. Behind-the-scenes sponsor talk, how the pod even keeps the lights on, and the realities of building something that’s equal parts chaos and mission.


    But it’s not all production chatter—we veer hard into:


    Scammy fake rehab centers in Arizona targeting Native communities


    Real recovery work with people like Rikki Fulmer and the mission of Turning Point KC (https://aturningpointkc.org)


    The spark of a Wednesday night “spiritual refugee” gathering and what radical inclusivity in recovery could look like


    Why rage-fueled algorithms run the internet, and how to fight back by supporting good shit instead of doomscrolling hate


    Peanut butter, prednisone, and the little dopamine bombs that replace the old vices


    Linkin Park, bachelor parties, back injuries, celebrity rejection emails, and more tangents than a geometry textbook


    Messy? Absolutely. Valuable? If you’ve ever wondered how recovery, podcasting, and real life all collide, this one shows it in raw form.


    00:00 – Introduction to Sponsors and Mental Health Support

    02:22 – Celebrating Milestones and Community Engagement

    05:22 – Personal Stories and Connections in Recovery

    07:56 – The Importance of Community in Recovery

    10:27 – Cultural References and Humor in Recovery

    12:56 – Challenges in the Treatment Industry

    15:55 – Navigating Personal Relationships and Recovery

    18:14 – The Role of Humor in Healing

    21:12 – Engagement and Growth of the Podcast

    23:50 – Celebrity Outreach and Podcast Goals

    26:36 – The Impact of Personal Stories on Recovery

    29:15 – Future Plans and Community Events

    32:09 – Reflections on Personal Growth and Therapy

    34:52 – Engaging with the Audience and Building Community

    37:24 – Final Thoughts and Encouragement for Listeners

    49:03 – Aging and Physical Challenges

    51:41 – Pain Management and Medication Experiences

    53:58 – Personal Growth and Relationships

    56:20 – Community and Support in Recovery

    59:10 – The Importance of Open-Mindedness

    01:02:24 – Creating a Safe Space for Healing

    01:05:26 – Authenticity in Spirituality

    01:08:32 – Navigating Personal and Social Issues

    01:11:06 – Content Creation and Community Engagement

    01:20:50 – Vegas Winnings & Catering Bills

    01:21:35 – Arousal Template Trouble

    01:22:14 – Do Friends Even Listen?

    01:23:01 – Music by Jeff on Thursdays

    01:24:46 – Toby Keith, Punk Rock & 90s Country

    01:25:22 – The Chicks & Culture Wars

    01:26:03 – Poking Holes & Podcast Dynamics

    01:27:20 – Compassion & Mental Health

    01:28:12 – Speaker Nights & Alumni Program

    01:30:45 – Service, Storytelling & The 12 Steps

    01:31:03 – Spiritual Refugees & New Ministry

    01:34:43 – Walgreens Memories

    01:35:21 – Wallets, Merch & Hats

    01:37:22 – IRC Shirts & Kickball Memories

    01:38:11 – QR Codes, Stickers & Business Cards

    01:38:45 – Potential New Host

    01:41:32 – Podcast Network Possibilities

    01:42:13 – Criticism & Compliments

    01:42:42 – Hosting Without Pressure

    01:43:21 – Ketchup, Eggs & Breakfast Wars

    01:45:09 – Breakfast Burritos & Wrap Up


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    1 h et 46 min
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