There were so many times I wished I could trade in my life for a different one.

As a kid, I fantasized about being a world-class tennis player, a celebrity, a famous speaker — anything that would make me liked, adored, loved. Because the truth was, I had no friends. I was invisible. Bullied. Alone.

In this vulnerable episode of Dear Christiano, I reflect on how childhood fantasies and people-pleasing shaped my early years, and the lifelong process of peeling back the layers to finally accept the hand I was given — and learn how to play it on my own terms.

✨ This episode explores:
– The fantasies that masked childhood pain
– Why people-pleasing felt safer than authenticity
– The truth about feeling unworthy of being yourself
– How healing is ongoing, not a destination
– Why freedom comes from changing the game, not wishing for new cards

If you’ve ever caught yourself longing for a different life, this is your reminder: your story, your cards, your journey — they’re enough.💌 Subscribe for weekly queer reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.

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This is not just a meditation.This is a reclamation.This is a vow to live your queerness as holy, unapologetic, and revolutionary.In this deep 3-part guided journey, you’ll awaken the fire of rebellion that lives inside you — not as chaos, but as sacred truth. You’ll step into your queer power, meet your Sacred Rebel Self, and return ready to live your daily life as proof that queerness itself is divine.💫 In this meditation, you will:🌈 Awaken the fire of queer rebellion in your body🌈 Meet and merge with your Sacred Rebel Self🌈 Break the chains of shame, silence, and conformity🌈 Declare your existence as resistance🌈 Return to daily life embodying queer sovereignty and freedomThis is for every LGBTQIA+ soul who has ever been told to dim their light, shrink their truth, or soften their voice.Your life is not a mistake.Your queerness is not a burden.Your existence is a sacred rebellion.Take a breath. Step into the temple.And remember: you are not just living — you are liberating.🌟 Subscribe for more queer meditations + healing journeys🌐 Access my full queer meditation library inside Queer Quest PRO: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/

Internalized homophobia and transphobia are the invisible chains many LGBTQIA+ people carry. In this 4-part series, Christiano Green unpacks what it means to heal from these internalized voices of shame, fear, and unworthiness — and how to step into queer joy and liberation.

You’ll learn how these patterns show up in our lives, how to break the cycle with compassion and community, and why embracing queer joy is one of the most powerful acts of resistance we have.

If you’ve ever struggled with feeling “not enough” as a queer person, this episode will help you reclaim your worth, your joy, and your freedom.

💌 Subscribe for weekly queer reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest PRO for more radical queer healing, education, and transformation: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌈 Join the Queer Quest Community & Quests: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌟 Register for The Queer Comeback Webinar at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/webinar to learn how to rebuild your life and health in a queer context. 📘 Download The Journey to Queer Healing Guide at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/freeguide for invaluable insights and practical tips on your healing journey.