There were so many times I wished I could trade in my life for a different one.

As a kid, I fantasized about being a world-class tennis player, a celebrity, a famous speaker — anything that would make me liked, adored, loved. Because the truth was, I had no friends. I was invisible. Bullied. Alone.

In this vulnerable episode of Dear Christiano, I reflect on how childhood fantasies and people-pleasing shaped my early years, and the lifelong process of peeling back the layers to finally accept the hand I was given — and learn how to play it on my own terms.

✨ This episode explores:
– The fantasies that masked childhood pain
– Why people-pleasing felt safer than authenticity
– The truth about feeling unworthy of being yourself
– How healing is ongoing, not a destination
– Why freedom comes from changing the game, not wishing for new cards

If you’ve ever caught yourself longing for a different life, this is your reminder: your story, your cards, your journey — they’re enough.💌 Subscribe for weekly queer reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.

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This is not just a meditation.This is a reclamation.This is a vow to live your queerness as holy, unapologetic, and revolutionary.In this deep 3-part guided journey, you’ll awaken the fire of rebellion that lives inside you — not as chaos, but as sacred truth. You’ll step into your queer power, meet your Sacred Rebel Self, and return ready to live your daily life as proof that queerness itself is divine.💫 In this meditation, you will:🌈 Awaken the fire of queer rebellion in your body🌈 Meet and merge with your Sacred Rebel Self🌈 Break the chains of shame, silence, and conformity🌈 Declare your existence as resistance🌈 Return to daily life embodying queer sovereignty and freedomThis is for every LGBTQIA+ soul who has ever been told to dim their light, shrink their truth, or soften their voice.Your life is not a mistake.Your queerness is not a burden.Your existence is a sacred rebellion.Take a breath. Step into the temple.And remember: you are not just living — you are liberating.🌟 Subscribe for more queer meditations + healing journeys🌐 Access my full queer meditation library inside Queer Quest PRO: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/

Internalized homophobia and transphobia are the invisible chains many LGBTQIA+ people carry. In this 4-part series, Christiano Green unpacks what it means to heal from these internalized voices of shame, fear, and unworthiness — and how to step into queer joy and liberation.

You’ll learn how these patterns show up in our lives, how to break the cycle with compassion and community, and why embracing queer joy is one of the most powerful acts of resistance we have.

If you’ve ever struggled with feeling “not enough” as a queer person, this episode will help you reclaim your worth, your joy, and your freedom.

💌 Subscribe for weekly queer reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest PRO for more radical queer healing, education, and transformation: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌈 Join the Queer Quest Community & Quests: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌟 Register for The Queer Comeback Webinar at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/webinar to learn how to rebuild your life and health in a queer context. 📘 Download The Journey to Queer Healing Guide at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/freeguide for invaluable insights and practical tips on your healing journey.

To the outside world, you may look raw, open, and unafraid to share your truth. But inside, you know there’s always another layer you’re struggling to reach.

In this intimate episode of Dear Christiano, queer coach and storyteller Christiano Green reflects on the deeply personal, non-linear process of vulnerability. From growing up in a family that never talked about emotions, to learning how queerness teaches us to hide, Christiano explores why vulnerability can feel exhausting — and how to approach it with more compassion and less shame.

✨ This episode explores:
– Why vulnerability is never as simple as it looks from the outside
– The role of family silence and queer conditioning in bottling emotions
– How comparison makes vulnerability harder
– Why working one layer at a time is powerful enough
– Reframing vulnerability as liberation, not pressure

This is a love letter to anyone who has ever felt “blocked” in their vulnerability. You’re not behind. You’re not broken. Your journey is deeply personal — and it’s enough.

💌 Subscribe for weekly queer reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest PRO for more radical queer healing, education, and transformation: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌈 Join the Queer Quest Community & Quests: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌟 Register for The Queer Comeback Webinar at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/webinar to learn how to rebuild your life and health in a queer context. 📘 Download The Journey to Queer Healing Guide at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/freeguide for invaluable insights and practical tips on your healing journey.

What if you could step through a doorway in time and meet the version of you who already made it?The one who is free. The one who is thriving. The one who carries no shame, only wholeness.This deep, introspective queer meditation will guide you into a sacred space where you’ll meet your future queer self face-to-face — to receive wisdom, love, and courage for the journey you’re on right now.In this practice, you’ll:🌈 Release the old narratives of shame and fear🌈 Step into a vision of your highest queer self🌈 Receive guidance, healing, and belonging from the future you🌈 Anchor this energy into your present momentThis is more than a meditation — it’s a queer healing journey, a time-traveling embrace of the person you are becoming.Take your time. Breathe deeply. Let your future self remind you:💫 You are already becoming. You are already enough. You are already whole.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest for more guided meditations, healing journeys, and queer empowerment practices.📲 Access ALL of my queer meditations + transformational programs inside Queer Quest PRO https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/

Too many queer people are stuck in survival mode — constantly on guard, exhausted, and unable to fully rest. In this episode, Christiano Green unpacks how survival mode shows up in our lives, what it does to our nervous system, and how we can begin the journey toward thriving.

We’ll cover practical tools for regulation, the importance of reclaiming rest, and the revolutionary power of queer joy. Thriving is not just about personal healing — it’s about resistance, liberation, and creating new possibilities for our community.

💌 Subscribe for weekly queer-centered reflections on healing, identity, and radical self-compassion.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest PRO for more radical queer healing, education, and transformation: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌈 Join the Queer Quest Community & Quests: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌟 Register for The Queer Comeback Webinar at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/webinar to learn how to rebuild your life and health in a queer context. 📘 Download The Journey to Queer Healing Guide at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/freeguide for invaluable insights and practical tips on your healing journey.

Everyone you meet holds a different version of you.

Family, friends, strangers — they all filter you through their own lens, shaped by their stories, wounds, and expectations. That means there are thousands of versions of you out there… but none of them are the full truth.

In this heartfelt episode of Dear Christiano, queer coach and storyteller Christiano Green explores what it means to release the pressure of managing other people’s perceptions — and to focus instead on the version of you that is most authentic, most whole, and most alive.

✨ Inside this episode:
– Why people will always see different versions of you
– How approval-seeking and performance drain queer lives
– What it means to protect your peace without guilt
– Choosing authenticity as liberation
– Living brighter when you stop carrying their version of you

This is a love letter to anyone who feels misunderstood, miscast, or mislabeled — and a reminder that your freedom begins when you stop managing their story, and start living your own.

🎴 Life doesn’t always deal you the cards you want — but it always gives you the cards you need.In this deeply introspective queer guided meditation, you’ll be invited to explore the hand life has dealt you — the identity you carry, the experiences you’ve endured, the challenges and blessings you’ve faced — and discover how to play it with courage, creativity, and authenticity.Through rich visualization, mindful breathing, and queer-centered healing language, this meditation will help you:✨ Release resentment toward your past✨ Reclaim your agency in the present moment✨ See your resilience as a gift, not a burden✨ Turn your lived experience into a source of pride and leadershipWhether you’ve faced rejection, shame, loss, or moments where you’ve questioned your worth — this meditation will guide you into acceptance, empowerment, and a deeper trust in your path.💖 This is your invitation to stop waiting for the “perfect hand” and start playing the one you have — fully, fiercely, and unapologetically.🎧 Best experienced with headphones, in a quiet space, and an open heart.💌 Subscribe for weekly queer-centered reflections on identity, emotional wellness, and radical self-compassion.🔔 Subscribe to Queer Quest PRO for more radical queer healing, education, and transformation: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌈 Join the Queer Quest Community & Quests: https://courses.queerquest.vip/pro/🌟 Register for The Queer Comeback Webinar at https://www.queerquestwebinars.com/webinar to learn how to rebuild your life and health in a queer context. 📘 Download The Journey to Queer Healing Guide at https://www.queerquest.vip/freeguide for invaluable insights and practical tips on your healing journey.