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Narrated by:
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Teddy Hamilton
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Christian Fox
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Written by:
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Sarina Bowen
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Elle Kennedy
About this listen
Best-selling authors Sarina Bowen & Elle Kennedy return with their first Male/Male romance in 3 years.
LobsterShorts, 21. Jock. Secretly a science geek. Hot AF.
LobsterShorts: So. Here goes. For her birthday, my girlfriend wants…a threesome.
SinnerThree: Then you’ve come to the right hookup app.
LobsterShorts: Have you done this sort of thing before? With another guy?
SinnerThree: All the time. I’m an equal opportunity player. You?
LobsterShorts: [crickets!]
SinnerThree, 21. Finance major. Secretly a male dancer. Hot AF.
SinnerThree: Well, I’m down if you are. My life is kind of a mess right now. School, work, family stress. Oh, and I live next door to the most annoying dude in the world. I need the distraction. Are you sure you want this?
LobsterShorts: I might want it a little more than I’m willing to admit.
SinnerThree: Hey, nothing wrong with pushing your boundaries....
LobsterShorts: Tell that to my control-freak father. Anyway. What if this threesome is awkward?
SinnerThree: Then it’s awkward. It’s not like we’ll ever have to see each other again. Right? Just promise you won’t fall in love with me.
LobsterShorts: Now wouldn’t that be life-changing....
Q&A about Top Secret:
Q: Have we met these characters before in another book?
A: No! These guys are brand new, and we can’t wait for you to meet them.
Q: Is this story MM? Or is it a MMF / MFM / menage?
A: This book is MM.
Q: Is this a love triangle story?
A: Not really. You’ll see.
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Between the authors, the story, and the narrators, I never wanted this audiobook to end. Highly, absolutely, if you love college first-time m/m romance, recommended!
Great all around
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LOVE LOVE LOVE
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Lobster shorts and Sinner3
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Realistic and Spicy
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the story was good, and the characters had great chemistry. The enemies to lovers aspect was good.
I loved how they didn't know it was each other they were texting on the APP and how it was revealed.
Great performance and Good Story
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