• Healing Anticipatory Grief
    Jul 24 2023

    Imagining how much it will hurt when a loved one passes feels normal unless you realize - its NOT! Further once you also realize, the loved one is not sick or ailing in anyway so, what are you doing?!! The loved one you're imagining being gone (dead) one day is just fine but your grief is regular and consuming!  A.G.S. (Anticipatory Grief Syndrome) can steal your joy and be the dark undercurrent to your life. In this vlog/podcast I tell my story and suggest ways to heal from this painful condition.

    This podcast is also available as a vlog  on my YouTube channel; 'The Conscious Cougar'

    Also follow me on www.TheConsciousCougar.com
    On I.G  @TheConsciousCougar  
    And write me at TheConsciousCougar@gmail.com 

    Have a beautiful day
    Gillian

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    33 mins
  • COVID is MURDER
    Jun 17 2023

    I shared COVID with my dad and it killed him within 3 days.  Doctors say the strains of COVID for which we were vaxxed and boosted are no longer in circulation. The COVID strains we're dealing with now are new. There is no VAX for these yet. And people- like my Dad (May 4 2023) are dying.  Still. And they're not talking about it which is a public manipulation but I don't get into that last part in this podcast.  Here, I ultimately want to warn about the danger of living on this biosphere and what we need to do to stay alive and keep our families safe. 

    See Gillian as she does this show on her YouTube channel 'The Conscious Cougar' 

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    31 mins
  • WOMEN & WEAPONS IN THE WILD...
    Nov 22 2021

    (You can WATCH the video of this podcast on my YouTube channel: The Conscious Cougar) Women. Guns. Hunting. Bear Encounters. Sharing the Wilderness with Racists who hate you!  This brave discussion follows a 3 part Vlog series I call 'My Naked & Afraid-ish 4 Wheeling Adventure'!  Find it on my channel (The Conscious Cougar) on YouTube.  In this podcast (also available visually on my YouTube channel), we talk about women in the wilderness!  And how is it when you're a minority in the middle of no where and now there are also a group waving American Flags from the back of their trucks which seems to be a new symbolism for not only racism but violence? How DID THAT GO?! I share.  I talk to a minority woman who HIKES ALONE!!!!

    Nature is medicine. All humans benefit from it.  How to get your fix safely.... That's what we're talkin' about today!

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    www.TheConsciousCougar,com
    IG: @TheConsciousCougar
    YT Channel: The Conscious Cougar

    Happy Holidays!
    Gillian

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    53 mins
  • FAST TRACK to HEALING HEARTBREAK!!
    Oct 6 2021

    Master your feelings and live your best life!

    Its just chemistry!  Along the same lines of the chemicals released by the brain when you were attracted to this person, you'll want to recreate the same type of chemical release so you can  feel good again and create the bliss you want.  And despite the depression of a failing romance, you have to go for the higher vibe. You are creating more of what you feel so you've got to take control of those emotions and manufacture the kind that bring you bliss!!!

    Enjoy this podcast and it's guided visualization towards the end. 

    Follow me on IG: @TheConsciousCougar
    www.TheConsciousCougar.com
    And write me anytime TheConsciousCougar@gmail.com


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    49 mins
  • The CHEMICALS of INFATUATION - Why its such a High!
    Sep 20 2021

    Its not what we want that we attract. 
    We attract what we are.
    When we want something its not usually about the THING - but instead its about how the thing makes us FEEL!!!  THAT FEELING is what we want. So if we can manufacture the feeling, we can  create the manifestation to further give us that desire!  So in this podcast we're talking about the chemicals of infatuation and what we can do to manufacture the feelings these chemicals create so that in turn, more consciously create the passion of love in our lives - even with an established romantic partner!  So, creating love from scratch or rekindling what you've already got!

    There's also a nice 10 minute meditation included at the end! 
    I hope you enjoy!

    Follow me on IG @TheConsciousCougar
    Write me @ TheConsciousCougar@gmail.com
    And visit www.TheConsciousCougar.com 

    Much love,
    Gillian

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    45 mins
  • The Power Of Infatuation & How to Spot a Bad One!
    Sep 13 2021

    Infatuation: Cunning. Baffling. Powerful! 
    This episode explores the topic which some psychologists warn is actually a deception. They call this sacred time, the beginning moments of Love - DECEPTIVE!!! Like a LIE/FRAUD! 
    Admittedly, it is a crazy time!  It's also a very powerful time if used right.  We talk about it today as well as how to spot a bad infatuation and how to heal so you can move on to 'the ultimate'!

    Appreciating your feedback always: TheConsciousCougar@gmail.com 

    Follow me on Instagram: @TheConsciousCougar
    www.TheConsciousCougar.com

    Much love,
    Gillian

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    51 mins
  • The POWER of CONSCIOUS HUGGING & BLISSFUL ANTICIPATION!
    Aug 9 2021

    The globe is in a health crisis that says 'dont touch' yet hugs are scientifically proven to lift you in such a way there's a boost to the immune system! Hm... Digging into the Spiritual Pharmacy to find more tools that are TRIED AND TRUE but maybe...forgotten?!? Hugs can play into saving your life and a wonderful discussion on the absolute power of blissful anticipation! Tools you can use NOW!

    Follow me @ www.TheConsciousCougar.com ! Patience- the website is coming together!! :) 
    Also follow me on Facebook 'The Conscious Cougar' 
    Instagram @TheConsciousCougar

    Thank you for being here so I can be here for you!!

    Much love,
    Gillian
    'The Conscious Cougar!'

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    44 mins
  • GRIEVING THE LIVING (Anticipatory Mourning)
    Jul 27 2021

    Your husband or wife leaves for a trip and you freak yourself out when you haven't heard from them when they said they'd call.   Or maybe its just a normal day but realizing 'anything could happen' your mind, goes there..... Doom and gloom and what would that feel like.  This podcast is about the Condition & Cure from my personal experience with ANTICIPATORY GRIEF.  

    Nobody talks about this - especially because its about the tears over visualizing life after the death of a person who is perfectly fine today! No one is terminally ill - but the fear ebbs and flows and as it does the latter it wreeks  havoc with ones emotional well-being and ultimately their own physical wellness  and quality of life.   Research shows that experiencing this grief repeatedly ahead of time doesnt lessen the effect when the person you're grieving really DOES DIE!!! So you're just doing it to yourself over and over and over again! 

    Follow Rev. Gillian V Harris, M.S.P. on Instagram @TheConsciousCougar
    www.GillianHarrisWOrldwide.com  and coming soon: www.TheconsciousCougar.com 
    And send an email to TheConsciousCougar@gmail.com 

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    37 mins