Épisodes

  • A Crash, a Narcissist, and the Edge of Suicide | Dan Wharton’s Journey Through Hell
    Nov 21 2025

    Dan Wharton shares his journey through mental health struggles, suicidal thoughts, a narcissistic relationship, and a near-fatal motorcycle crash — and how he rebuilt his life through the True North biking community.

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    2 h et 46 min
  • Abuse, Racism, Neo-Nazis, and Survival – Ben Butler Tells All
    Nov 14 2025

    From childhood abuse to extremism, violence, and suicide attempts — Ben Butler’s story is raw, real, and unforgettable.


    Growing up in an abusive household, facing daily racial abuse, and struggling with identity, Ben spiraled into drugs, crime, and even joining a neo-Nazi group.


    In this episode, he opens up about hitting rock bottom, surviving suicide attempts, and how he now mentors youth to break the cycle of violence.


    ⚡ Listen to this powerful journey of trauma, survival, and redemption.

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    1 h et 55 min
  • Drinking to Forget: How One Tragedy Led James Young Down a Dark Path
    Nov 7 2025

    James Young shares his raw journey through alcohol, drug, and gambling addiction after the tragic suicide of his mum. From grief to debt and self-destruction, this is a brutally honest story of loss, addiction, and survival.

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    1 h et 46 min
  • Born in Prison: Lee Marvin Hitchman’s Journey from Abuse & Addiction to Recovery
    Oct 31 2025

    ⚠️ Content Warning: Childhood abuse, sexual abuse, addiction, and crime.


    Lee Marvin Hitchman, author of Born in Prison, shares his raw and powerful story — from being born in prison, adopted, and abused, to a lifetime of drug addiction and crime, including time in prison. Now clean, Lee opens up about overcoming trauma and addiction, and the importance of speaking out about sexual abuse.


    🎧 Listen now and be inspired by a journey of survival, recovery, and hope.

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    2 h et 2 min
  • From Champion to Addict: The Brutal Fall of Marcus Portman
    Oct 24 2025

    From boxing champion to prison inmate, from Channel 4’s Repo Man to the depths of cocaine addiction, Marcus Portman’s story is as dark as it is inspiring.


    A former British Kickboxing and Boxing Champion, Marcus lived with one foot in the ring and the other in the world of gangs, crime, and drugs. He spent time in prison, was stabbed, and nearly lost his life to an eight-year cocaine and steroid addiction. Even at the height of TV fame, he was spiraling toward destruction.


    Now sober, Marcus shares his brutal journey — a raw story of boxing, prison, Repo Man, addiction, and redemption.

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    1 h et 42 min
  • The Hidden Fights of a 12-0 Boxer: Ollie Cooper Opens Up
    Oct 17 2025

    12-0 pro boxer Ollie Cooper, Midlands Champion and ranked 7th in Britain, opens up about his toughest battles outside the ring. From alcohol struggles, street fights, and waking up with anxiety and embarrassment, to the heartbreak that left him feeling lost and empty — Ollie shares the reality behind the gloves, and why he wishes he had opened up sooner.

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    1 h et 7 min
  • From Football Hooligan to Pro Boxer | Ryan Whitehead’s Journey of Redemption & Mental Strength
    Oct 10 2025

    Ryan Whitehead’s life is a story of struggle, violence, redemption, and resilience. Born to a 17-year-old single mother and raised on a tough council estate, Ryan’s childhood was marked by anger, behavioural struggles, and eventually football hooliganism, alcohol, and drugs. After arrests and years of violence, Ryan turned his life around through boxing — first in white-collar fights and later as an undefeated professional.


    In this raw and inspiring interview, Ryan shares:

    • ​ His troubled childhood and time in behavioural schools
    • ​ How he got pulled into football violence at just 15
    • ​ The turning point that made him walk away from crime
    • ​ His rise to professional boxing and why he retired undefeated
    • ​ His mission today: coaching, charity challenges, and raising awareness for mental health


    👉 If you’re interested in boxing, personal growth, mental health, or real-life redemption stories, this episode is for you.

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    1 h et 45 min
  • From Poverty To Wembley: The Unbelievable Journey of Pro Boxer Matt Sen
    Oct 3 2025

    In this powerful episode, we sit down with Matt Sen, a former professional boxer whose life story is nothing short of extraordinary. Growing up in a single-parent household, Matt faced hunger, neglect, and trauma at an early age. At just 15, his world was turned upside down when his mother was caught smuggling drugs and sent to prison — leaving him to survive alone.


    With no guidance, Matt was pulled into gang life, facing the brutal realities of drug dealing, violence, stabbings, and even being shot at. But his story didn’t end there. Against all odds, Matt rebuilt his life, creating businesses from scratch, battling bankruptcy, and finally stepping back into the ring to chase the dream he left behind as a teenager.


    This is the raw, unfiltered story of resilience, redemption, and the fight of a lifetime — from the streets to the spotlight of Wembley Stadium.


    👉 If you’re looking for real stories about mental health, survival, gangs, and second chances, this episode is for you.

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    2 h et 24 min