What do the words occult and Satan really mean, and how did they become the center of one of America’s most bizarre moral panics?

This podcast dives into the history, politics, and culture that created the Satanic Panic of the 1980s and 90s; when daycare workers, musicians, and even military officers were accused of secret Satanic cults, ritual abuse, and conspiracies that never existed.

We’ll explore the roots of America’s fear of hidden forces, from Cold War paranoia to Anton LaVey’s Church of Satan and Michael Aquino’s Temple of Set, through horror films, heavy metal, televangelists, and the headlines that fanned the flames of American culture hating on satanist.

Along the way, we’ll unpack what the occult actually is (and isn’t), why society projects its deepest anxieties onto “Satan,” and how echoes of the panic still live on today.

Equal parts history and myth-busting / cultural analysis, this episode peels back the layers of fear to reveal how America built the Devil it still believes in.

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Season one (Ep11) This week we dive into the world of the Clair abilities and the different ways intuitive and psychic perception can unfold. We explore clairvoyance, clairaudience, claircognizance, clairalience, clairsentience, and clairtangency, unpacking what each ability means and how it manifests.

Through personal stories and lived experiences, we share how these abilities have entered our own lives, shaping our spiritual paths and deepening our connection with the unseen. From subtle impressions to profound revelations, we highlight the many forms intuition can take, offering listeners insight into recognizing and developing their own clair senses

Elucidate: to make lucid especially by explanation or analysis

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In this episode, we step into the presence of Prince Amon, a spirit whose name has carried through pharaohs, kings, and grimoires. Often confused with biblical figures and tangled in centuries of lore, Amon emerges not as a shadow of dogma but as a living current, a prince or king among the Infernal divine.

We’ll explore his origins, the shifting ways his name has appeared in history, and the essence he carries when approached outside of fear-based teachings. Together, we’ll peel back the layers between ancient memory, Goetic record, and lived encounter, asking what it means to walk beside a spirit who defies simple categorization.

If you’ve ever wondered how spirits like Amon show up in both scripture and sorcery, and what they truly bring into a practitioner’s life, this conversation will open a door into his mystery.

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Seaons one (Ep 10) In this episode, we’re breaking down why shame-based teachings never lead to real growth, and how some “edgelords” in the occult use guilt, fear, and gatekeeping to trap practitioners into staying small. We’ll look at the difference between manipulation and true divine guidance, and why real beings never teach through shame, but through empowerment, love, and sovereignty. This is about spotting the traps, reclaiming your power, and stepping into your path without apology. Check out: The Mad Witch & Aziel

Working with the infernal Divine isn’t just pacts or prayer. Discover the many ways to build relationships with them, as friends, partners, mentors, or guides.

When most people think of working with the infernal divine, they imagine rigid pacts or one-sided devotion. But the truth is far more nuanced. In this episode, we explore six distinct ways to build and sustain relationships with the infernal Divine. From straightforward transactions to deep bonds of co-creation and service.

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Season One (Ep9) This week we venture into the realm of elementals, those beings tied to earth, air, fire, and water who dwell at the threshold between the seen and unseen worlds. Far more than myth or metaphor, elementals are forces of nature with presence, power, and personality.

We share our own personal stories and encounters with these beings, exploring the different ways they reveal themselves in ritual, meditation, and even in unexpected everyday moments. Some experiences are subtle, like the whisper of wind carrying a message—while others are striking and unforgettable, leaving a lasting imprint on our practice and our understanding of the natural world.

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Season One (EP8) -This week’s discussion of intimacy with the divine, what it means to cultivate closeness, vulnerability, and union with the deities we walk beside. Intimacy with the divine can take many forms: from the quiet depth of meditation where the presence of spirit moves through our breath and body, to the profound emotional and energetic connections that shape how we live and practice.

We explore the many roles and aspects of this intimacy. How it can nurture trust, transform our inner landscapes, and even manifest in physical or somatic ways during ritual or deep spiritual practice. Our conversation touches on the spectrum of intimacy, from subtle sensations to overwhelming moments of closeness that leave lasting marks on both body and soul

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Step right up and enter the ring. In Welcome to the Circus, Abella guides you through a meditation that pulls back the velvet curtain on the madness we call our limitations. Here, you won’t just watch the performance—you’ll join it, becoming both the spectacle and the spectator. As the circus unfolds, you’ll come face-to-face with the ways life has tried to silence you, dim your light, or chain your voice. This is more than a meditation, it’s an initiation into reclaiming your wildness, your courage, and your stage.

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