Alien encounters from my actual life. Or was it 'just' psychosis?

I had a long, strange, exhausting dream after I filmed this episode. Which made me think there is something not quite right about what I say in the video. Perhaps it is incomplete, as there is a lot I didn't mention, or it is muddled with delusions as well as the mystic encounters.

I have posted it here anyway for those people who might find this one day and relate, having had similar experiences. Or for anyone who is curious about aliens and wants to know about them from someone who spent several months communicating (and working) with them.

Includes hyperdimensionality, speed of light, amphibians and galactic criminals. Sounds mad, so maybe it was and I am just a 100% madwoman. My celestial family love me anyway.

Hello, this is my attempt to speak about the experience of loving God. This mystical highlight of my life is having a relationship with God which is romantic and ever changing, as I am changed by life and my knowledge of God develops. He loves me more that I can express so I love to show him my love in different ways, and feel deeply moved by the feelings of adoration I have for this permeating intelligence who knows me deeply, loves and understands my soul. I explain in the video why the mystical experience of oneness is not a useful goal for me because of the delight and adventure I enjoy being separate from God. Our romance colours my life with meaning, solace, magic and wonderment so I never want it to end.

Hello and welcome to my video podcast Self Conscious Mystic, which I have made available on all podcast platforms. Please follow me on this adventure! The idea for this project came to me in a dream, and I will speak about dream exploration in my podcast.

Here I try to describe what happens when I become a dragon. It is possibly the most powerful and extraordinary of all my spiritual experiences, because of the immense presence of ancient primordial dark matter. Which is at the core of me and is reptilian, incredibly deep, and celestial as I explain.

I am Catherine in my day to day life and the dragon within me is alive down in the uttermost depths of my being. More real and substantial and vital than all the surface aspects of Catherine. She is the pure original being and awesomely powerful. She is me.

Could this be the female force which has been attacked so violently by men who slay dragons and write that the snake of creation is not to be trusted? I can imagine so after my experiences.

Nothing I say or write can describe what I feel when I become the dragon. This video is woefully inadequate, and yet I must try and talk about things which many of us experience but don't talk about, as they are so hard to describe.

Finding the words for fathomless stuff is the aim of my podcast and this is the first sharing attempt, I'm pretty pleased with it but let me know what you think!