Please, Let Me Go
The Horrific True Story of a Girl's Life in the Hands of Sex Traffickers
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Rachel Atkins
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Written by:
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Caitlin Spencer
About this listen
From the age of 14, Caitlin was completely controlled, repeatedly raped, provided with alcohol, given drugs, sold and passed on to new gangs over and over again. The majority of her abusers were Pakistani men, who were blatant in their attacks upon her, often collecting her from school or home, to be taken to flats they owned, family homes or hotels booked for the day, to be horrifically and systematically abused.
At a time when the abuse ring realities of young white women in Rotherham and other major English cities are coming to light, Caitlin's story will appal listeners - not just because of the degree of horrific attacks which were perpetrated upon her but also because of the ways in which the authorities refused to act.
Caitlin speaks openly about what she has suffered and also shows just how unwilling many people are to face up to what is happening in our midst, for fear of being called racist. By bravely speaking out, she will hopefully prove just how deep these problems are and just how the abusers get away with it in plain sight of the authorities.
©2019 Caitlin Spencer (P)2019 Bonnier Books UKYou may also enjoy...
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Spencer uses that eyerolling logical convention A LOT.
"You might think I should have known better, but.." is invariably followed by justification after justification in the form of horrific experiences meant to excuse mindblowingly bad decisions.
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"You might think I should love my biracial daughter, but.."🙄
John Blake Publishing Inc did well to enlist reader Rachel Atkins on this product. Her diction, cadence, and voice-acting are flawless. Atkins tends to read a little bit too slowly (set playback speed at 1.10X for the optimal experience), but with a matter-of-fact tone that matches the text *perfectly*.
In toto, outstanding production values elevate this jawdropping tale to a 7/10 star offering. I feel fortunate that Audible included this audiobook as a 'Plus' selection.. because it wouldn't be crazy to spend a Credit on it for the right reader.
Harrowing. Frustrating.
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Too many sufferers…My dream is for this to end in this world.
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Heartbreaking
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